year end plan.

we were supposed to go to makkah for umrah on the 24th of december.the whole family. but apparently no umrah or ziarah visa has been approved for malaysians so far. not for end of december nor early january pun.not even the tabung haji package.tsktsk.i'm a little bit dissapointed. was so looking forward to see kaabah.especially after watching all those live telecast of people performing hajj.T-T.

and they said the earliest date to go that they can guarantee the visa approval would be in february.which of course not all of us can go. my sisters wont be able to join due to class and work. n syafik's family day to phuket will also be in february insyaAllah.haish. last2 mak je kot yg pergi dgn abah. tsktsk. kechiwa gila. we've been planning to go since last october, siap cancel our actual year end trip bagai.

haish. takpelah, ada hikmah kot.Allah belum jemput jadi tetamu dia. pegi we're not going to be able to celebrate aqeef's 1st birthday with him. hmm.so now what shouldni fo with the money that i've set aside for umrah?keep or spend?ngehngeh.*tanduk keluar sudah*.

tp i still cant help but feel sad.T-T.