aqeef 5 months.

tomorrow aqeef will be exactly 5 months, insyaAllah.=) among his latest skills are mumbling clearly (how can one mumble clearly ek?haha.-->mama, gaga,tata,dada,jaja,baba) and responded when maktok put out her hand and say "salam aqeef,salam" by putting out his hand to salam with maktok jugak.seriously,everytime maktok dia cakap "salam aqeef, salam" dia akan salam maktok dia.ni sbb maktok dia sgt rajin ajar dia benda2,dia akan repeatedly do things with aqeef to ensure aqeef akan cepat tangkap.thank you mami.

skrg aqeef dah pandai bergolek2, meniarap dan mcm da ada tanda2 nk merangkak da,=) pastu smlm dia asyik menangis je,nak tido susah,pastu asyik nak gigit semua benda.i gave him a teether,puas la dia gigit teether tu.pastu maktok aqeef kata "ha,ni insyaAllah nak tumbuh gigi da ni" wah.seronoknya gigi nak tumbuh da.semoga sempurna ya pertumbuhan dan pembesaran kamu nak,insyaAllah.

berjalan laju.

arrived home at 5.45pm today and had a short session of brisk walking with adik.

one and a half year ago, i could jog 10 rounds of the jogging track circling my house (about 0.5km per round), but sadly now, i struggled to complete even three rounds of brisk walking.=(

now i'm waiting for any side effects.so far so good, my stomach seems fine, no aching whatsoever.

but its a start,no?hopefully 6 months from now i'll read this entry thinking "apalah susah sgt dulu nak exeercise.skrg da boleh jogging non stop 2 jam da".

gambate neh!

baby steps

this week is transition week for me,am trying to change my eating habits.

(1) trying to reduce sugar intake - so far no more air sirap and no more my favourite canned lychee drink.but i still cannot survive without coffee.but i limit myself to two small cups per day.(tp stil ada here and there makan cake la,curik air sejuk org la,tak bleh blah).

(2) no more cold stuff - i believe cold drink can somehow make me bloat,hence no more cold drinks, ice cream and stuff.

(3) reduce carbs consumption - trying to refrain myself from rice, bread, and other carbs.cause with my body, this has always been the fastest way to reduce weight.

(4) trying to drink as much plain water as possible - this is so that dehydration wont be misinteprated as hunger.

haish.aging body.slower weight loss rate.=( but better now than never right?

tak ordinary sungguh tuesday kami~

semalam hari isnin.serious sgt bosan,da la terbgn pagi pukul 8.30.seb baik takleh solat.terus takde mood nak gi opis.haish,gagahkan jugak la pegi opis.balik rumah terus flat kul seploh tido, sbb senggugut.sedar2 aqeef nangis kat sebelah nak susu kul 3 pagi.hehe.terima kasih papa aqeef sbb tlg jaga dan tidokan aqeef.

pastu bgn pagi jam 6 ada sms dari chika nak carpool,hoyeah!=) coolness.pegilah kami bersama ke opis.pastu ptg kul 5 da chow balik umah.bak kata chika, "tak bleh blah ah dok kat opis lama2" haha.pastu on the way balik dalam kereta..

dina : jom pegi carrefour jom chik.

chika : jom la makan secret recipe, ada cake baru blackforest cheesecake.baca dlm blog2 org ramai kata sedap.

(ok,tergoda seketika.tp tgh diet.tak boleh blah tgh diet.harhar)

dina : ok jom.

so off we went to secret recipe makan blackforest cheesecake.tu kot nama dia.

the overrated blackforest cheesecake.=(


guilty pose from chika.why chik?


berjaya mendapatkan muka chika kita.


pastu chika balas dendam letak semua pinggan kosong sama chocolate ice blended dia kat depan saya konon2 saya makan pula.tak boleh blah.hehe.


tapi blackforest cheesecake tu mmg tak bleh blah la chika.never again.krim je lebih.but i had a great time with you,as always.=) thank you sbb temankan saya shopping kat carrefour tadi ya chik!tak boleah blah shopping kat carrefour.tsk tsk.

note : ayat favourite kami hari ni : tak boleh blah.

nisa's ava zahrah, fatih's aqiqah & umi & niki's wedding!

last saturday,mama & papa managed to bring me to visit aunty nisa and her newly born ava zahrah, went to the aqiqah ceremony of aunty fariza and uncle bilal's fatih and went to aunty cumi & uncle niki's wedding reception!phew,what a hectic saturday.it seems like mama n papa has never had a stay-at-home saturday.but i'm not complaining,i love going out with mama and papa, i get to see lots of people instead of the same ol kakak maryam,maktok & atok =)

we went out at 10.30 in the morning and headed straight to demc to visit aunty nisa and ava zahrah.mama looked so happy and she smiled all the time when we were in the hospital.maybe because she's happy that aunty nisa's safely delivered ava zahrah and both of them were in good health.i met aunty yana for the first time as well in the hospital.


the beautiful ava zahrah,my future girlfriend, eh friend.


aunty yana.aunty hanhan.aunty faten.aunty nisa.


with papa,uncle sani & uncle fahmi (ava zahrah's father).congratulations uncle fahmi!

after visiting aunty nisa and ava zahrah,we headed to aunty fariza's hse for fatih's aqiqah.i couldnt remember anything cause i fell asleep once we reached aunty fariza's hse.the moment i woke up,i saw little fatih squirming next to me and immediately reached out to sooth him.

shhh fatih,it's ok,abg aqeef is here.

after playing with fatih,wathcing mama chitchatting and saying goodbyes to her friends,we headed to aunty cumi and uncle niki's wedding reception in sirim's hall.


this is the only picture that mama had of the bride and groom that is not blurry.=( hopefully mama can get other pictures of them from her friends later on.back then mama repeatedly said that she loved the dais and what the bride and groom's had on. i also heard her saying "nanti aqeef kahwin nak buat macam ni lah" to papa.mama, i'm merely 5 months young tau.please buy me toys and peter and jane books first ya.


papa with uncle sani.


this is me with aunty chika.urgh...i'm bored.(haha).


i love mama & papa.(hopefully they'll buy me more toys after this,hehe)


with aunty ita, aunty chika & mama.since aunty chika's so comfortable to sleep on,i decided to take a nap for a while.thank you aunty chika,for the comfortable nap.


with aunty ita & aunty chika again.


aunty chika & her roommate, uncle lee.uncle lee kept on commenting that i had too many pooh's stuff for a boy,but mama told me pooh is a unisex character,both boy & girl can use it,no?too bad uncle lee, maybe you can get me more boyish stuff after this?*wink wink*


this is mama and me waiting for papa to get us the delicious banana fritters in seksyen 19 (near the commuter station).i didnt get to eat any,but from the long queue at the stall and the way mama & papa's face lighted up when they ate it,i know how scrumptious it is.i cant wait for the day when mama finally allow me to take solids!

oh,that's how i spent my saturday.how about u?

xoxo,
aqeef d.

which parent does aqeef resemble the most?

papa aqeef.

mama aqeef.

papa aqeef keep on insisting that aqeef takes after his look n of course mama aqeef disagree.haha.kalau yg baik semuanya ikut dia saja.kalau tang kentut kuat,tang tido berdengkur bagai semua ikut mama ya papa?huhu.

you be the judge.of course la saya rasa aqeef ikut muka saya kan?haha.

justin bieber

the first time i heard justin bieber's baby song over the radio, i thought "ini laki ke pompuan ni?" tapi lepas tu kat opis tgh buat keje ngan chika sibuk la terbaby baby oh, babybaby oh..haha. to which eika replied "saya bukan baby kamulah" haha.sibuk pls.

last thursday,i watched justin bieber's performance in the american idol result show and boy was i surprised,the boy's so cute.no wonder his song became so popular.and he could dance pretty well too.from my opinion la.this afternoon, with aqeef on my lap,i played the recorded american idol show and fast forwarded it to the part where justin bieber sang his songs "You Smile" & "Baby".at that point aqeef started to cry out of boredom(sbb bosan mama dia asyik tgk tv je keje), but the moment the baby song came out,he stopped crying and his eyes were fixed to the telly.haha.seriously.he wathced justin bieber finished the song and after that started crying again.i backforwarded the show to the initial of the baby song and he stopped crying again to watch it.hahaha.



Justin Bieber — Baby lyrics

You know you love me
I know you care
Just shout whenever,
And I'll be there
You want my love
You want my heart
And we would never, ever, ever be apart

And I was like
Baby, baby, baby ooh
Like
Baby, baby, baby noo
Like
Baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought you'd always be mine (mine)
Baby, baby, baby ohh
Like
Baby, baby, baby noo
Like
Baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought you'd always be mine (mine)

Yes my dear Aqeef, i do care for you.insyaAllah mama will always be there for you.just shout,and i'll be there.and we would never,ever,ever be apart.not if i can help it baby.insyaAllah.

jumaat yg mulia

hari jumaat hari tu sgt best sbb bos still takde,pegi office pagi2 n buat keje dgn tenang je.by tghari,semangat2 nak pegi lunch,tiba2 dpt msg dari nisa,dia da selamat bersalin around 9am jumaat tu kat demc!huwaa!sgt terkejut tapi gembira!=) pastu terfikir2 bila masa nak pegi melawat nisa ni?malam tu da la ada majlis nikah umi.haduh.sedih je tak dpt pegi melawat nisa on the first day.tp fikir2 balik,baby nisa akan sentiasa ada utk dilawat insyaAllah,umi nikah sekali je,mmg tak boleh rewind balik kalau tak pegi wedding umi.so,i decided to go to umi's solemnization and to visit nisa and her newborn baby the next day.

eh,tapi lupa nak cite,smlm makan ayam penyet kat wong solo bangi.sedap.actually kitorang nak makan kat ani sup utara,tgk2 tutup.haish.*kecewa*.pastu pusing belakang bangunan kedai ani sup utara tu nampak wong solo,terus decide makan sana.

inilah kedai wong solo kat bangi tu.kat belakang ariani n oldtown white coffee.
ni muka kelaparan dgn erin.sedih sbb food lambat sampai.
tp tak boleh kalah muka eika sedih sbb lapar.ahahahaha.
bila food sampai,tak fikir apa da, makan terus.=) ini set ayam penyet.

oklah food dkt situ,ayam penyet dia sedap dan lembut.tapi pedas gila!serius.i've always considered myself as someone yang kuat pedas,tapi tak tahan pula makan ayam penyet dia.lepas balik office,terus pegi tandas sakit perut.haha.

ptg lepas abis keje,bersiap nak pegi wedding umi kat rumah saya dgn chika sambil chika bermain dgn akip,=) lepas siap2, terus pegi umah umi lalu LKSA yg da siap,sgt pantas ok seploh menit da sampai shah alam.saya suka.sampai rumah umi,umi tgh pakai baju so kami main2 amik pelamin,hantaran dan bilik umi yg cantik.
lepas siap2 kat rumah saya dan bermain dgn akip.

pelamin dan hantaran cumi yg chanteq.*saya suka*

bilik pengantin umi yg chanteq juga.simple tapi sgt sweet.=)

irma hasmie,eh umi,eh irma, eh umi.=p. ni kalau irma tgk pun confuse "aku ke yg nk nikah ni?"

us.tgh sedih sbb rasa cam nak hilang kawan kepada encik niki.tsk tsk.

umi yang chanteq dgn kawan dia yg selekeh.

pelamin cantik lagi.(byk sgt gambar pelamin ni saya ambil sbb suka sgt!)

da pukul sembilan,tok kadi tak sampai2....

jadi, kamu bercamwhore seketika ya kawan2.(chika gila kuasa nak cover saya.hehe).

encik niki tgh dupdapdupdap tunggu tok kadi sampai.(tp salute kat dia sbb cool je)

umi yg cool juga masa dgr khutbah nikah.siap gelak2 lagi bila tok kadi buat lawak.haha.haku yg risau.

alhamdulillah,selamat da diijabkabulkan mereka berdua.semoga bahagia di dunia dan di akhirat ya niki dan cumi.semoga cpt2 dpt little niki or cumi,=p

dgn pengantin dan mak pengantin perempuan yg sgt baik.=)

lepas selamat dinikahkan,umi n niki salam2 their parents and sedara semua.bila sampai turn umi salam mak dia,dua2 nangis n i actually cried watching them.mcm sgt sedih ok.umi sorang anak perempuan dalam adik beradik dia n it must be somewhat heartwrenching for her mother to let her only daughter go(even though to a very nice person pun).sgt sedih.even saya sbg seorang kawan setiap kali tgk kawan2 baik selamat dinikahkan pun rasa tercabut jantung sekejap,inikan pula mak kan.

alhamdulillah,selamat da umi dan niki.i was there when umi started to get to know niki and i witnessed their initial courtship.we were roommates then and judging from the way they treated each other i can say insyaAllah this couple can last a lifetime and in the afterlife as well.they're both good people and i pray their life will be blessed with barakah always,amin.

p/s: tok kadi yg dtg masa tu sgt kelakar.buat lawak tak ingat dunia punya.saya gelak mcm org gila ok,tak sedar diri kat majlis nikah pls.even umi pun tergelak besar.haha.antara lawak2 ustaz tu:

(1) isteri kalau nak keluar rumah kena minta izin suami.nak keluar rumah untuk angkat kain jemuran pun mesti minta izin suami.kalau suami kat office, telefon suami "bang,nak minta izin keluar rumah angkat kain boleh?"..kalau rumah terbakar pun telefon suami dulu "bang,rumah terbakar,boleh keluar?" pastu dia sambung "itu gila namanya,kalau rumah terbakar keluar je,takyah telefon suami" --> ok,it sounded funnier when the ustaz yg cerita.kihkih.u had to be there.

(2) suami kena sediakan rumah untuk isteri berteduh.takpe,kalau tak mampu sewa, beli aja rumah.(hahahaha.again,u had to be there, lagi kelakar).

(3) suami before keluar rumah pegi keje ke cium pipi dan dahi isteri.cium banyak2 kali takpe.cium je,dah sah takpe.eh,kang mc plak.takpe..eh,tapi sekali dua boleh buat,jgn sampai sebulan kang kena berenti keje plak.-->ni serius semua org even pakcik makcik sume pun bantai gelak.

celebrating two 21st may babies~

today's my cik fateng's birthday.=)
today, one of my bffs, nisa belle, gave birth to a baby girl.alhamdulillah,=)

di hari jumaat yang mulia ini,saya berdoa semoga kedua2 baby yang telah dilahirkan pada 21 mei ini sentiasa diberkati Allah, dikurniakan kesihatan yang baik dan dimurahkan rezeki sentiasa.
amin.

LKSA?

seriously bila baca LKSA asyik teringat laksa je.haish.lapar plak.(haku ni sume nak ingat makanan pls).lebuhraya kemuning shah alam pls.sgt happy bila dpt tahu diorang nak buat hioghway ni about a year ago kot.

pagi tadi on the way to work,tgk diorang dah alih penghadang jalan yg diorang letak kat entrance LKSA tu.huwaa!da siapkah?they havent officially opened it yet kot.tolonglah bagi free tol for the first year boleh?senang sket aqeef nak bergerak dari seksyen 7 ke kota kemuning.hopefully this highway will be the solution to the neverending heavy traffic in hicom.

quality time with my baby

this whole week my beloved boss is away on business trip.*grin*.my boss is the type of boss who likes to have lots of meetings in order to settle things.he likes to thoroughly discuss things to better understand(or rather to ensure all his subordinates understand everything)it before making any major conclusion.am not complaining cause i feel that it helps us in doing our job,gives us clearer view and direction to do our designated job.

so,when there are lots of meetings during working hours,we normally had to stay back in order to execute the orders and complete all the given tasks.but now when he's not in the office, all tasks can be completed according to the schedule that i've planned for the day.oleh itu,boleh balik awal!hoyeah!pukul 5 da chow da,kihkih.

so yesterday,i clocked out at 5pm and headed home eagerly to see aqeef.i arrived home arnd 5.45 camtu to a cheerful aqeef,maybe because he didnt expect me to come back that early kot(macam dia tau je).tergelak2 dia tgk mama dia.after i took my bath and solat asar,i played with aqeef sampai malam.we watched barneys and sesame streets together,and he was so happy.terkekek2 dia gelak dgr mama dia nyanyi macam kambing.when i put him on his bumbo during maghrib and isyak pun he was so happy, he didnt even cried.he wathced me pray silently.saaayang aqeef,baik sgt anak mama ni.

after that we watched glee on star world together(oh, and saya sgt surprise new episodes of glee da kuar!tak tahu pun!rasanya da terlepas 1 episode,T-T). after watching glee aqeef terpisat2 sbb da ngantuk.so i put him to bed with his mr baball,sing to him and in no time he was fast asleep,alhamdulillah.he woke up once pukul 2 utk minum susu and tukar lampin,after that he continued to sleep and woke up only at 6 am.seronok tgk dia tido lama.

sgt seronok dpt spend time dgn aqeef lama2.selalu balik arnd 10 dia da tido.=(. need to make it a point to come back early everyday.how eh?today got meeting at 5pm lagi.haduh.takpe,bersyukur je pada hari yang boleh balik awal n main dgn aqeef.bersyukur nordina, bersyukur.that's the most important thing.

kegembiran terlampau sbb bos takde?

what the?aksi terlampau dari mr G(bukan nama sebenar).haha.

berpoya2 kalli terakhir dgn cumi yang single, T-T

smlm hari isnin.pegi keje tumpang chika yang baik hati nak ambil saya kat rumah,=).masuk opis je,cumi dtg ofis kami "jom pegi threading ptg ni?" huwaa..terus bersetuju nak teman dia pegi threading sbb sedih cumi nak kahwin,boleh?pastu tgh2 buat keje boleh buat plan dgn chika nak pegi makan best dgn cumi sblm dia kahwin.terus plan nak pegi makan chilis lepas siap threading.hati berbunga2 sbb smlm kelaparan sungguh.

pastu lepas keje kul 6,bertolak la saya,chika dan cumi(naik kete baru cumi)ke serdang nak buat threading.tapi,bangi jam tak hengat punya ok.kitorang lalu jalan alternatif semua,tgk2 dari uniten serdang pun jam.kelakar.dekat je serdang boleh amik dlm 45 menit nak sampai.saya sampai da tertidur2 sbb malam sebelum tu bangun kul 4 pagi ok.haha.serius tido mati dlm kete.tetibe sedar2 ada suara cakap "dina!kita da sesat!" haha.(suara siapa tak perlu lah diberitahu,=p)terus tersedar tak lalu nak tido da.ok,sedang gelak lagi skrg sbb takleh lupa suara ketakutan itu.haha.

unfortunately kedai threading kat serdang tu tutup pulak.haish.sian cumi.she decided to go to another threading place in shah alam je later on.erm,pastu diskusi2 nak makan mana tetibe cumi kata "jom makan kat williams!=)" off we go to williams.ok,jalan kat pj jam ok waktu ptg dan malam weekdays.T-T.tp takpe,sbb once da sampai williams,semuanya sgt berbaloi.we ordered three main courses and of course tak habis langsung pls.tapau je semua.
ni the bride-to-be minggu ni.sgt berseri2 kan cik umi kita.=)
ini smoked duck carbonara(rm25)chika,nyummy2, sedap sgt,tapau balik rumah,syafik perabiskan.(ada ke budak2 ni kasik semua food kat saya)
ini my chicken kiev(RM20) which was suggested by william's owner himself.it's a big chunk of chicken breast with cheese filling topped with herb and cheese gravy,served with a dumpling and a huge portion of mashed potatoes.i'm drooling as i'm typing ni.T-T.
cumi's nasi goreng ketam(RM25).ouh,sgt lazat juga.byk juga saya pau nasi cumi sbb lazat sgt,plus she's not going to be able to finish it on her own pun.haha.ketam dgn udang dia sumpah sedap dan banyak gila!tak bankrupkah encik william ni?
on top of that we each had the giant ribena longan.aduh,sumpah lazat.rasa nak pegi lagi je lepas balik keje ni.lagi lazat sbb cumi belanja kami!semoga murah rezeki selalu n selalu belanja kami lagi ya cumi!n semoga majlis kamu minggu ni dipermudahkan dan diberkati Allah,insyaAllah.saya dan chika saaaaaaaayang kamu!=)

baby products i swear by

when i found out i was pregnant with aqeef,i was so excited!lots of things ran through my mind.the idea of having someone who will be the combination of me and my syafik azrir just excites the heck out of me.one of the things that got me excited was baby stuff shopping.unfortunately my mum had this superstitious thingy(more like petua org tua2) that expecting parents should not buy anything for their unborn baby unless the pregnancy has reach 8months.i think it is to prevent any unnecessary depression should anything bad happen throughout the pregnancy(miscarriage etc).yalah,mestilah sedih kalau miscarriage, kang kalau da beli barang baby satu bilik,lagilah meroyan stress kot kan?nauzubillah.

therefore,being a good daughter, i actually waited until my pregnancy reached 8 months before buying anything.(but i did buy a cute kitten set of booties and mittens with chika when i was 6 months pregnant kot.couldnt resist the temptation.tu shud be ok kot kan,kalau pape jadi,buang je la booties mittens tu.haha). but it turned out to be a good thing after all.once my pregnancy reached 8 months the mega sale was on and it was time for my bonus as well.hoyeah!sakan lah shopping november hari tu.best sgt.rezeki akip kot,bonus kencang jugak,alhamdulillah.byk la dpt brg akip masa tu. (apsal da jadi in malay plak ni?haha)

but of all the stuff that i bought for aqeef, there are three items that i feel are very useful albeit the high cost.huhu.first is MAM drinking bottle.i love it because :
(1) it comes in attractive colors(skrg aqeef ada all colors except pink,due to obvious reasons).
(2) it has anticolic function (guna botol ni je aqeef tak meragam after minum susu and the best part is we dont even have to burp him after feeding,alhamdulillah perut tak kembung pun).
(3) detachable bottom part for easy cleaning(serius benci nak cuci botol biasa sbb sgt susah nak clean the bottom part properly even with a brush pon)
(4) the curvy shape (what can i say, i love curves babeh,haha.n aqeef pun senang nak pegang botol tu due to its curve).



the next one is lunatots cloth diapers!*like*.before aqeef was born we did some research on cloth diapers and surprisingly papa aqeef sgt berminat dgn cloth diaper.i remember explaining to him vaguely what cloth diaper was all about,the next thing i knew i got a call from him saying "saya da beli lunatots 5" haha.sabo je.dia mmg begitu,kalau dia rasa benda tu berguna dia tak banyak cerita,beli saja.kalau dia rasa tak berguna,jgnlah harap ok.like buying jewelleries, he thinks no good can come out of buying gold,jadi makan hati berulamkan jantung je la saya tunggu sapik bagi hadiah brg kemas.hikhik.

tp alhamdulillah,cloth diaper ni sgt bagus.jimat,environmental friendly dan safe for aqeef juga.kalau pakai disposable diaper tak tukar lebih dari 5 jam(sbb terlupa tukar) da merah2 da kulit aqeef,tapi lunatots sgt best,5 jam lembut je kulit aqeef.the first 3 weeks aqeef pakai disposable diapers sbb mama dia tak larat nak berjalan lagi,nak basuh lampin apatah lagi.at first i was sceptical "boleh ke aku nak membasuh lampin ni,da la pemalas.ada hati nak basuh lampin." tp lepas da buat,takdelah susah mana.lunatots kotor tu,bilas je najis semua,(it was surprisingly easy to wash the stools off from lunatots ok) pastu letak dlm baldi letak dettol or nappikleen sket.after da byk sket agak2 tak muat baldi tu,masuk washing machine sampai siap spin,n sidai.serious tak susah langsung.kadang2 rasa addicted plak nak basuh lampin,boleh?some more, cd ni sgt senang kering,sidai dlm rumah sejam da kering.=)

why lunatots?sbb we've also tried other brands,cheaper and more expensive ones, and from experience i can say lunatots cd is the best considering the price and quality.some cloth diaper has age limits,say it can only be used from newborn to 1 year or from 6 months above only. lunatots can be used starting from birth up to 3 years old.jimat di situ.i tried cheaper brands and almost all made air kencing aqeef mengalir keluar laju everytime aqeef wee wee.aduh.serius susah kena tukar lampin dan seluar/baju mama sekali.cukup seminggu,i sticked to lunatots je.

some more dia ada lots of attractive colors and patterns,=)


oh,kaler ni kaler lunatots baru kot,before this tak pernah nampak pun.hari tu pegi kedai lunatots kat amcorp,sgt tergoda nak beli.tp sapik kata "eh,ni kaler baby boy ke girl?" haish.takleh ke boy pakai kaler ni?T-T


the last item is mosquito repellent that used high frequency sound to repel the mosquitos and other insects.ya Allah sumpah berkesan ok.takde sebintat gigitan nyamuk pun kat badan aqeef (badan mama aqeef pun tak kena gigit nyamuk,hoyeah!)actually we have only started to use this thing for 1 week je,tp serious nyamuk tak gigit.huahuahua.kagum.padahal beli rm16.90 je.tak expect pun akan work.thought of giving it a try je.tp lagi berkesan dari other methods spray,cream,stick-to-bedsheet punya repellent.

i simply cant afford it.

i'm going on a diet starting tomorrow.need to get back into shape as soon as possible.i have been delaying my 'get fit' plan as my body is still not ready for any physical activities yet(sbb caesarian).not that i've never tried to start earlier with some light physical activities,da pernah da, but it resulted in severe stomach ache and i did not dare to try again since then.

now it has been four and a half months and i cannot take it anymore.since the doctor told me that physical activities can only start after six months of the operation,i'm going to start with controlling my diet first.am not going to simply eat anything that my heart desires anymore,instead i'm going to stick to one diet plan.oh,semoga berjaya ya kamu.

i'm sick and tired of trying my old clothes only to find out that they dont fit.there are a lot of bulging body parts and sadly to say it multiplies by the day now.i simply cannot afford to go out and buy new clothes now,can i?not with a baby to raise,no.i'd rather save the money for his educational toys and what not.

to make things worse,my body starts to ache here and there now that my weight's uncontrollable,especially my knees.everytime i want to get up even from a chair,my knees ache terribly.oh how painful.seriously.rasa mcm nak nangis sbb rasa mcm org tua.but i know it's because my knees cannot support my increasing weight.haish.serious.again,i cannot afford to be sick,not with a baby to take care of.i wouldnt want someone else to take care of aqeef just because i'm sick.it hurts me so.(kadang2, sgt penat jaga aqeef malam2, n pagi2,pass to mak atau maryam sekejap sbb nak take a nap pun da rasa gundah gulana bagai,apatah lagi kalau tak dpt jaga dia sbb sakit,nauzubillah).before things get worse,i better start for the sake of my health and aqeef's wellbeing.

also,i need to start now before things get worse.before i need professional help.no,i cant afford it.again.i'd rather save the money for my baby.but if its really needed,maybe we're going to get help.but for now, i would like try to resolve this by myself first.insyaAllah i can do it.just believe in yourself.YOU have to do it.its better to prevent than to cure mama aqeef,you can do it.i believe in u.

please focus.you simply can't afford to stay in your current weight.

great company & great food = great weekends

my great weekends started early this week,hehe.on friday,i clocked out exactly when the clock striked 5 and rushed to mama's hse.i had a date with mama to go to jakel and buy her kain ela for raya.=) seronoknya,sgt tak sabar ok masa nak pegi tu.bila sampai rumah mama, akak zira pun ada n dia cerita dia baru balik jakel tengahari tu and said that her friend's sister is currently working in jakel section 7 and kalau kita boleh dapat dia as org yg quote harga utk kita,boleh jadi sgt murah.wah!lagilah best kan.after giving us the description of her friend's sister,kitorang pun bertolak lah.

sampai jakel,carik2 adik kawan akak zira tu,mama boleh jumpa!terer sungguh,the first person that she asked turned out to be her.kagum pls dgn mama.tp unfortunately, her supervisor followed us everywhere to ensure the price she quoted was not too low. hampeh.da la sombong gila supervisor dia.asyik2 cakap "ambik je lah kain ni kak,murah dah!" dlm nada garang as in menyuruh gitu, to which i replied "tanak" dgn muka garang.itu pun dia tanak blah jugak. i felt like saying "boleh tak nak tukar org lain,taknak awak ikut kitorang ke mana2?" serius tak suka,mcm tak syok nak shopping.tp,i didnt have the guts,haha.have never been good with confrontations kot.

tp in the end after we have completed choosing our kains and nak pegi bayar, the girl changed the previous quotations to new ones based on her staff price.cool la u adik,=) menci betul jakel tau,mmg sbnrnya harga kos dia sgt murah berbanding harga yang dia letak.like,dia boleh letak semeter rm30 mcm tu,padahal harga sebenar semeter rm12 je.itu pun dpt untung jugak tu.apakah tak?next time tanak pegi jakel lagi.dulu2 kalau pegi jakel mmg rasa sgt murah,tapi skrg kat shah alam ni,agak pricey jugak pls.on top of that da la letak kat luar,"JUALAN PEMBUKAAN,DISKAUN 85%" tp bila tanya mana yang 85%, boleh jawab takde.papetah.seriously this would be the last time la shopping kat jakel.

after that singgah ariani,=) got myself a black tudung yang sudah lama diidami, and got mama a tudung that matched the kain ela that i bought her for raya.and oh,belanja mama beria,in the end, mama belanja saya kain jugak,haha.thank you mama.u're the best mother in law ever!=)

hasil tangkapan dari jakel & ariani.hehe.*i like*

on saturday, we woke up early to go to OU cause i need to go to maybank for some banking matters.sbb kat OU punya branch je yg bukak on weekends,plus boleh sambung shopping after that, i've always preferred to go there for anything yang related to maybank.erm, tiba kat OU arnd 10.15 camtu and went straight to maybank. after that jalan2 carik mainan akip.sgt best shopping for aqeef's toys skrg.dia mcm da reti nak pilih which toys yg dia prefer.cute sgt.mula2 ambil satu barbie doll and one small tractor and put infront of him while asking "aqeef nak yg mana?" mula2 cuak gak sbb dia asyik tgk barbie doll saja!uwaaa!pastu papa dia cakap "sila compare apple to apple ya,carik tractor besar sket sama mcm barbie tu".ahaha.pastu ambik tractor yg same size dgn barbie,terus dia melompat2 nak tractor.phew,what a close call.haha.

mama & aqeef tgh semangat dgr explanation dari papa aqeef on why we need to buy the thing that he's holding.

aqeef takut dgn tiger ni sbb ada misai.haha.muka kesian.

kegemaran akip,mak cu dia yg introduce.sekali kecik mcm tu rm25.tak dpt ah jack.

makcu tak puas hati,introduce lagi another one yg the same type.sudahlah makcu,=p

akip n papa tgh meneliti kete yg diorang berkenan.lama gila pulak tu boleh concentrate dok diam gitu.haish.da la tgk bola sesama, pilih mainan pun sesama.*jeles*

tapi at last beli satu benda je.mr ball ball!haha.dan2 ada nama.sbb mama aqeef kedekut pulak nak belikan aqeef mainan.kuikui.busok.next week la ya kip.inilah dia mr ball ball akip!hehe

lepas da penat jalan kat new wing, makcu aqeef lapar pastu we went to eat kat nandos.since makcu akip da jaga aqeef one week ni,so, she had the privileged to choose nak makan kat mana and nandos it was.ooh,sgt sedap ok nandos.da lama tak makan.plus kat OU punya nandos,ayam dia agak sedap n tender compared to others.ke,perasan je sbb tgh lapar gila ek?kihkih.

papa yg kepenatan memilih mainan dgn akip.

akip pun da penat,da masuk mood tido da,nak berdukung aje.

tidokan akip dulu,baru syok nak makan.mata akip da nk lelap lepas sumbat puting.

ouh, the yummilicious mushroom soup.

nandos 1/4 chicken with 2 side dishes meal.*drool*

makcu yg tak sabar nak makan.

mama akip lagilah pls,starved gila.

papa akip konon2 nk minum hot peri peri sauce padahal makan ayam mild da terpisat2 kepedasan,=p

lepas makan, tgh jalan2 kat jusco,dpt call dari mama

mama:dina,kau kat mana?

dina:kat OU ma,jalan2.

mama:la,apsal tak ajak,mama nak pegi ikea beli container sudu.(bersalah pls lupa nak ajak mama)

dina:eh,takpe2,biar dina belikan mama,mama nak berapa?mama nak apa2 lagi tak?

mama:takde dah,beli 4~5 eh container tu.

dina:okie..

huhu,lepas beli selimut,bantal apetah ada sale kat jusco,terus keluar dari OU pegi..

hoyeah!haha.sampai kat ikea,meluru carik brg yg mama nak.konon2 nak terus pegi market hall pastu kuar tapi tersimpang masuk kat exhibition hall dia jugak.=p pastu siap bertembung dgn nisa,fahmi yg dtg with her parents and brother.uwaa!what a great surprise!nisa tgh menunggu masa je nak give birth tu,due date 31st may ni kot.sgt comel perut nisa!sgt happy dpt jumpa kejap n borak2,hehe.=) i miss u la nis.nanti lepas kau beranak kita jalan2 bawak aqeef n baby girl comel ya,insyaAllah.

dari ikea,we went straight to mama's hse untuk hantar barang2 mama.seb baik betul barang yg mama pesan tu,=)lepas solat,borak2 n minum ptg, balik kota kemuning cause we have movie date malam tu.syafik n i je la.=) sampai kota kemuning,aqeef da mcm ni da out of exhaustion.sian dia..

tiba kemuning,solat asar cepat2,pastu keluar balik pegi sunway pyramid utk our monthly date,huhu.once a month kami akan keluar berdating berdua without akip.so this month adalah cerita iron man2, dan nak belanja suami saya makan dgn duit bonus,dia saja yg saya tak belanja lagi,boleh?pastu sampai arnd 6.30 camtu,shopping2 beli barang aqeef(pegi mana2 mesti brg aqeef jugak yang kami beli), and lepas tu pegi makan kat tgif.uih,sedapnya.
"which one is more cheesy?i want the cheesiest dish"

syafik's dish southwest mac n cheese

syafik's cookies n cream milkshake

my dish, sizzling chicken and shrimp.sgt cheesy and yummy ok.highly recommendable.*drool*

our appetizer, fried mac n cheese(tgk betapa jauhnya saya tarik pinggan dari sapik.haha.tamak pls)

ok,tgk sajalah pinggan2 kosong itu,betapa sedapnya food dia.haish.

hari ahad kami cadangnya nak lepak rumah bersihkan apa2 yg patut,cuci baju,lepak2 main dgn aqeef je.pagi2 bgn ok,da main dgn aqeef,cuci baju,kemas2 bilik,aqeef tgk sesame street,and once again,dia da tak takut cookie monster walaupun nak nangis jugak,tapi hari ni nangis bila tgk wooly mammoth pulak,hayoo akip.lepas habis scene wooly mammoth,elmo kuar terus ok.

ptg tu mak ngah ana akip balik dari hospital ajak celebrate birthday dia.padahal birthday dia esok,17th,tp sbb esok dia on call,kesian pulak,join la dia.ok,dia nak makan tgif pls.hahahahaha.aduh.dua kali makan tgif minggu ni(ada hati nak kompelin,padahal suka).tp mak ngah ana yg belanja,boleh?birthday dia,tapi dia insist nak belanja.semoga dimurahkan rezeki ya mak ngah ana,akip syg mak ngah ana.=)

tgh tunggu mak ngah ana ngan makcu shopping.

our appetizers,nyummy.

tq mak ngah ana!

aqeef nangis2 nak susu lepas our main dishes sampai.lepas tu terus tido.

the mysterious makcu!

mama and aqeef before aqeef mengamuk nak makanan.

snickers treat & strawberry parfait.pastu mocha mud pie tak sempat snap,sbb kena berebut empat org,gagaga.

tp takde gambar main dish kami sbb semua menerkam dgn gagah.lepas makan2,terus balik sbb masing2 da kepenatan dgn perut besar.ok,esok mesti puasa.sgt stuffed ya minggu ni,even now pun still kekenyangan lagi,alhamdulillah ya Allah.skrg,aqeef da tido sbb kepenatan berjalan2 kot.berakhirlah another weekends yg seronok,minggu depan ada wedding aunty cumi n aqiqah muhamed fatih ilhan.semoga minggu dpn seronok juga,amin.

p/s:needless to say,i love love love my new tudung.i wore it for the whole weekends,muahahaha.alamak,esok keje?=(