Pantang's over!:)

Weeehooo. Alhamdulillah its officially 45th day after the delivery and my pantang's over..weehooo. woh a whole new pengalaman pantang. Different than aqeef but a good one. Dah abis pantang boleh la ckp a good one kan. Kahkah. Hmmm..apa yg saya nak sgt eh utk celebrate abis pantang? Starbucks' java chip frappucino ngan tony roma's ribs!!! Haha. Semangat je.

Actually takde la teruk sgt mengidam makan,just mengidam nak gi jalan2 je. Weehoo. And insyaAllah sabtu ni nak gi jalan2 bawa aqeef naik aeroplane sbb dia bising nak fly.kesian pulak tgk dia. Seb baik dpt tiket airasia sorang rm80. Weehoo.merasa la acip naik aeroplane. Sian dia..last skali naik plane masa dia 2 tahun kot. Tak ingat pape. Skarang dah tahu aeroplane tu apa, bawak la dia jenjalan. And cause he's been such a good sport gak tolong mama dia dlm pantang bagai. Huhu. Sayang acip. Cant wait.

Maka berakhirlah sudah kisah pantang saya dgn adik adam. And hadiah pantang dari adik adam utk mama on his 44th day, first time adik adam tido malam 4 jam straight hari ni. Dari kul 1 sampai kul 5 ni baru bgn nak menyusu ngan mama. Alhamdulillah even though mama kena bgn pump sbb bengkak susu. Selalu melekat je sepanjang malam. Hopefully esok2 dia semakin pandai tido malam,amin..

*happy mode*

Of new bag and ebm

My aunt has just returned from europe and she bought me a longchamp bag from paris!weehoo.happy day indeed. And its in my favourite color too. Purple plum. Yummy. Happy day, early birthday present,sort of.hehe. and even though I'm recovering from flu which aqeef and adam also had (sedihnya bila anak2 sakit ok..:( dah tanak ada anak dah sbb tak suka rasa risau bila anak2 sakit. Especially si kecik adam. Heartbreaking and I dont know whether I can endure such pain..), tetap happy gak bila dapat bag ni.kahkah.

And sebab sakit susu badan pun merudum gak.ces. dah la sikit.merudum lagi. Eh, tapi cukup je utk adam insyaAllah(positive konon).huhu.its been 12 days since I started to collect ebm and so far dpt la 40oz stok. I am surprised that I managed to have the stock. Alhamdulillah. Saya yg takde susu ni pun boleh kumpul. Setiap kali pump 1oz je ok. Kena pump setiap 2jam utk dptkan stok.

Its hardwork, really is. Dgn demam nya, a few days gak dok consume stok ebm utk adam sbb too weak to nurse. Seb baik boleh pump and simpan even though makan ubat flu. Tapi sangat kagum dgn org2 yg ada a full freezer of ebm. Terer2. Tapi rezeki anak masing2 kan. Ni bahagian adam, dpt mama stok susu tak berlambak, tapi enough for him insyaAllah. Stay positive nordina!:)

The photo is to encourage me to work harder. And utk memory just in case semangat berkurang and malas nak berusaha lagi. Haha. Susah siot breastfeed and pump. T-T. Mixed feeling kan. Haha. Ok adam da nangis.

Balas dendam

Skrg tgh meroyan shopping online plis
.syiok rupanya shopping online. The thrill of not knowing how the stuff will look like in actual, that sheer happiness when u hear the sound of poslaju's van honking you to come collect your purchase and the satisfaction when you receive the stuff and its just as good as what u've expected or even better. Aaaa.. so far alhamdulillah everything I've purchased online has met my satisfaction.

I bought mainly scarves from sugarscarf, radiusite, tudung people and several other online boutiques. So far alhamdulillah its been good. So I tried to purchase tops from thepoplook. Bear in mind I rarely purchase any clothes even when I go to actual shop pun, because its normally very hard to find my size and even if it fits the cutting will not be to my liking. Yada yada yada. Cerewet sket kan. Nak baju yg boleh nampak kurus je. Jahit sendiri sudeh.

But.. alhamdulillah, so far all the tops that I've purchased at the poplook met my high expectation. Suka sgt. So hari2 ada jela benda yg dishopping. Free shipping plak tu, plus they have lots of long sleeves top yang labuh suitable for us muslimah2 ni. Chewah.

But today, buat pasal plak. Terbeli dua baju jovian mandagie weh. Gatal gi klik poplook punya raya haji collection. And now I've purchased 2  of jovian's modern kurung and now I'm trying to justify my purchase. Satu, raya puasa hari tu takde beli baju pape pun for myself. Selalu byk je beli utk sendiri sampai 5,6 kan. So ni dua utk both raya kira oklah kan. And i can return the baju for store credit should I dont like it or it doesnt fit me well. Fingers crossed. Erkkk. Hopefully it fits me well.

Wah. Nervous nya tunggu barang ni sampai. Oh I bought  below dresses by the wwy.I had a hard time choosing hence terbeli 2 tuh. Kalau ikutkan semua nak. Uwaaa. Ok nak tido mimpi baju jovian.

Berpantang

Wah,baru 18 hari berpantang. T-T. Tak kelakar betul pantang lama2. I do get it, why we need to berpantang and all, mmg bagus lah berpantang utk badan, minda semua kan. But I cant stand to stay at home all the time, its driving me crazy. Huhu. Mmg best takyah keje dok umah main dgn anak2, tapi takleh kuar rumah mmg stress. Pantang makan ok lagi. Maybe its just me, org yg hari2 kalau tak berjalan mmg tak sah.i miss going out, just for the sake of going out jalan2, bukan shopping pun. Tsk.

Anyway, adam dah 18 hari, alhamdulillah jaundice dah menurun ke level yg tak dangerous, skrg cuma tak tido malam je la dia. And I chose to stay up at night with him and tido waktu siang sementara bibik2 jaga dia.huhu. lagipun siang dia tido je kan. Might as well I sleep gak kan. Breastfeeding pun so far so good. I pump once daily utk bekalan adam bila saya tido and dptlah 5-6 oz utk adam minum bila saya tido. Nantilah insyaAllah adam dah sebulan nanti gigihkan lagi usaha mengepam buat stok utk adik adam. N oh, malam2 tak tido dgn adam ni abg aqeef pun sama naik tak tido. Da la mama berkungtau dgn abang ngan adik ni malam2. Tsk. Oh pengalaman yang berharga.

Nordina, silalah appreciate masa adam baby ni, kang dah besar cam aqeef sibuk rindu n teringin nak ada baby kecik lagi. Pastu dah dpt baby nak kompelin2 plak kan. Hehe. Ok adik nangis nak susu. Toodles.

Our second prince,:)

Alhamdulillah, hari ni genap seminggu our second prince dilahirkan. Lengkap, sempurna alhamdulillah. Semoga Allah cantikkan akhlak dan budi pekerti anak2 kami sebagaimana Allah cantikkan dan lengkapkan fizikal mereka, amin..

And dah 7 hari, officially nama baby boy adalah muhammad adam danial bin mohd syafik azrir. Alhamdulillah, cukuplah 2 org ya. Haha. Standard ayat org baru bersalin dlm pantang tak cukup tido tak cukup makan sbb kena pantang.

Just information about my little baby supaya tak lupa nanti. He was born via caesarean, sbb luka lama keluarkan abang aqeef nipis n dok sakit waktu dah 36weeks adik baby dlm perut. Dgn head circumference dia yg besar n my known small pelvic bone, doktor pun tak confident nak go for normal delivery.huhu. lantas kena potong lagi. Asalkan baby selamat, I'm more than thankful.

He was born 3.1kg at 50cm of length pukul 9.50 pagi. And lepas siap mama masuk wad around after noon tu, alhamdulillah he had his first breastfeed dgn mama. Sgt pandai latch mcm abang dia dulu. I've always believed the first milk lps bersalin mesti bagi baby dulu sbb kolestrum tu. After that insyaAllah ok dah nak minum apa pun. Hehe. And alhamdulillah, even though first day lepas caesar mama takleh bgn, dia ok je latching dlm keadaan baring. Good boy.

Tali pusat dah cabut smlm, on the 6th day. Abang aqeef dulu lagi awal, 5th day. And first days ni adam ada byk jerawat kat badan n kepala yg turun naik. Mama yg paranoid sibuk jumpa doktor and alhamdulillah its common for newborns. Pheww. Haha. And he has mild jaundice 256 biluribin count and skrg tgh undergo phototheraphy treatment kat rumah. More on that later insyaAllah. Mama nak tidoq sat. Hehe.

Welcome to our life muhammad adam danial. We love you beyond words dah. :)

Watermelon

Another 3 weeks and 3 days to go insyaAllah. And I have a 3kg watermelon inside me. Erkkk.

Sgt senak bila berjalan skrg, sgt tak larat. :( time aqeef dulu tak camni pun, sampai 40weeks pun gagah ke hulu ke hilir. Adik baby aqeef jenis yg tak suka mama dia berjalan kot eh.

Semoga dipermudahkan semuanya insyaAllah.

Feeling scared, overwhelmed, cant wait to get this watermelon out, nervous & excited at the same time. Perasaan apakah ini. Tsk.

Selamat Hari Raya 2013

Selamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin. I am so happy and blessed that everybody's healthy and I get to spend this year's hari raya with everyone I love. Especially my crazy hubby, I love you yang. Selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin. Sorry post gambar candid kite yg muka dia terbelah dua. :p

Kisah zakat fitrah

I was cleaning up our room when I came across 5 receipt for zakat fitrah. Oh my, the first thing that came across my mind was "shoot, laki aku ni ada sorang bini and anak lagi satu ke?" , haha. Ye la, anak sorang, bini sorang, apakah bayar sampai lima. Huhu.

So I confronted him on our way to bazaar ramadhan "apakah bayar zakat sampai lima org, dia ada bini n anak lagi sorang eh?". Haha. Selamba, I blame the hormon, emosi gila benda2 kecik camni pun.

And my husband answered "mestilah ada anak bini lagi satu..." terkesima mak sekejap. Padan muka. His way of being funny.

And then he continued "satu utk mes (our maid) and satu lagi untuk adik baby dlm perut".. haha, kelaka plis. Tapi sweet sgt je rasa. Adik baby tak keluar lagi tak payah kot papa. Hehe. Sweet je la pakcik ni. And til now I have this happy flutter in my stomach thinking about this, :)

Ok, just a random happy unsignificant post before raya.

updates.

Wah, it's been so long since I've blogged something here.

Alhamdulillah, I am now on my 35th week of pregnancy and so far so good, not complaining. :) Pregnancy symptoms here and there, but it's normal right? So far it's better than when I was pregnant with aqeef kot, less late night cramps, no water retention at all and I feel so energetic(Kadang2 penyek gak at the end of the day+demam selsema suka datang) so much so that I can fast for the past 26 days of Ramadhan (Ada je muntah2 and nak buka sgt sbb pening2 perut kosong, tapi belasah je continue puasa). Alhamdulillah, baby kuat. And growing according to the chart, not too big, not too small, Alhamdulillah. The other day my gynae was worried to let me fast during this stage at pregnancy, but Alhamdulillah, baby's growth is very good, so, I can continue to fast. InsyaAllah for the whole month, :)

And to top it off, Alhamdulillah, rezeki baby, my second semester result and the baby helped me score straight A's. Alhamdulillah, sayang baby mama. Even though dgn morning sickness yg sgt teruk, baik je tolong mama belajar. :)

It's 3 days before raya and I have started to go on hari raya leave today. Woopiee.. :) Tapi lepas raya kena masuk office awal sbb bos kata org kampong shah alam kena masuk keje tolong support awal. Pffttt. The downside of takde kampong. Huwaa. Tapi dpt cuti awal, takpe ah. (Sedapkan hati). My maid has gone back to her hometown last Saturday and we are currently maidless. Hence, the early cuti raya, cause I have to look after my baby aqeef (Dah nak dpt adik pun baby lagi, huhu). And syafik will be taking one week off after hari raya to look after aqeef plak. Ganti ganti la kan.

Preparation raya tahun ni ala kadar je. Eh, ala kadar mende, mmg takde ah nak celebrate. Beli barang baby je kot, sbb baby due 11th September insyaAllah. Eh, tapi brg baby pun takde mende beli. Beli baju sket2 sbb kesian dia pakai baju lama aqeef, pastu beli breastpump ngan fisher price punya bouncer je kot. Haha. Mmg takde ah shopping mana. Shopping barang raya aqeef je, itu pun sbb dia dah outgrown baju lama. Mama & papa recycle baju dulu2 je sudah, huhu. Takde perasaan nak beli brg baru. Jalan2 tgk barang raya pun takde perasaan, we have all we need kot, everybody's healthy, Alhamdulillah. And hari tu tgk ada satu kawan up status kat facebook " Kalau sibuk ralat nak beli baju mahal2 tu ingat kain kapan, insyaAllah takde perasaan nak beli". Haha, works wonder for me. Mmg takde perasaan. Huhu.

Eh, tapi mana boleh takde barang raya langsung utk mama kan? Hehe, ni hadiah dari papa aqeef for raya, hadiah result second sem ngan hadiah beranak kot eh papa? Thank you syafik azrir, I love you so much. :) Semoga murah rezeki boleh beli handbag lagi besar (And banyak) tahun depan, hehe.

Selamat mengejar malam lailatulqadar di malam2 terakhir ni and selamat hari raya. Maaf zahir batin. :)

I can so relate to this song.

Have you heard ainan tasneem's 150 juta kali song? oh sgtlah relatable dgn saya and encik suami. huhu. The lyrics was by the inspiring fynn jamal, oh sgt cool akak tu, sgt inspired bila dia tulis pape kat facebook or instagram. And for me, she hits the jackpot when she wrote the lyrics especially below parts.

Buat apa dicerita
Bahagia kita rasa
Biar tak dipercaya
Peduli orang kata
Baju ronyok tak apa
Asal pakai selesa
Berkilau tak bermakna
Kalau hati tak ada
(Takyah pedulik org kata apa kan, asal kita happy, doesnt matter org nak ckp apa kan?)

Aku lebih bengis dari sang naga
Tapi bisa nangis semata demi cinta
Suaraku keras tak berbahasa
Kerna aku rimas gedik mengada-ngada
( yup, mmg rimas perempuan yang gedik mengada tapi takde point weh. Cukup gedik dgn laki sendiri boleh?yang nak kehulu kehilir menggedik buat apa kan?)

Aku mudah baran tidak semena
Mana boleh tahan angin cemburu buta
Dan aku sengaja tunjuk keras kepala
Aku punya manja kau saja boleh rasa
Rahsia kita berdua
(the best part, we reserved our actual selves for us only, we are our ownself when we're with each other. Orang lain takleh rasa that uniqueness. Even our parents dont know it. Thats love. We can be ourselves when we're with each other insyaAllah.)

Oh sgt sweet lagu ni. Sgt relatable dgn kami.
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Love

Mama : Aqeef sayang papa tak?

Aqeef : sayang..

Mama : sayang sikit ke sayang banyak?

Aqeef : sayang banyak..

Mama : eh, kenapa aqeef sayang papa banyak?

Aqeef : sebab papa sayang mama banyak.

Ok, terharu sgt dgr aqeef jawab. Its true i guess, the best thing that a father can give to his child is to love his mom unconditionally. This will show him how to love and become lovable insyaAllah. T-T . Mode sayu kejap.

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Another craving

Tak kelakar langsung wahai anakku. Tukar ngidam lain please, sama plak mengidam dgn maktok nak pegi pesta warehouse habib. Terus demam mama hari ni terbayangkan the damage kalau pegi jugak. Huhu.

Anyway, hari ni mama dah bagi baby makan pecal lele lela dah.Lazat gak la. tapi portion dia kecik sket compared to wong solo and other ayam penyet punya kedai. Tapi oklah, dekat rumah kan, thats a plus point. Huhu.



Tido dgn aman sekarang. Da kenyang.Sambil bermimpikan neverfull ngan barang kemas habib. T-T

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Takde selera.

Its been roughly four months that i found out about my pregnancy. 21 weeks now, alhamdulillah. Since then, my appetite has gone way down. Not only appetite for food, but to shop as well. Four months man. Thats too much.

No weekends shopping, no strolling at the mall just for fun, nothing. Of course hubby couldnt be more happier about it. He gets his sweet weekends rest finally. Kalau tak asal hujung minggu je dok drag dia pi jalan2 cari pasal berbelanja sana sini.

And up til now still no appetite to eat, buy things for myself or even the new baby. When we go out, its only to buy really necessary things like food or aqeef's stuff. Tu je kot. But now,my appetite's back. For this........




And this only.Muahahaha. Papa, hadiah bersalin boleh? Kalau kira2 4 bulan tak shopping boleh cover dah kan satu beg...Pretty please... Hahahaha. Gelak sbb takkan dpt punya neverfull ini. Baby sila mengidam benda lain sekarang. T-T.

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Maternal instinct

I was driving home from work just now, listening to catchy song on the radio when i suddenly felt a kick from inside my stomach. A light kick and i turned down the volume of the radio. Confused and unsure whether its really the baby or merely just gas, i waited for another kick from the baby and said "assalamualaikum baby.. Baby kick mama ke tadi?"

And then came a stronger kick. The first kick that i know for sure it's the baby because it felt the same when aqeef kicked me previously when he was inside.

My heart skipped a beat.

Subhanallah, i suddenly felt an overwhelming feeling towards the baby inside my womb. My tears came streaming down then and there. I was not sure why at first, but i touched my stomach and felt an unconditional love towards my baby.

Honestly, today was the first time
I really felt connected with the baby. Previously, i've always felt somewhat worried that i will never be able to love the baby like i love aqeef. And that's partly the reason why it took me this long to even consider giving aqeef a baby brother or sister. i just thought it wouldnt be fair for another baby if his/her own mother does not have the capacity to love him/her as much as the elder brother.pffft.

I even talked to syafik about this and he even joked about it.

"Takpelah, nanti kita bahagi dua je anak tu, dia jaga aqeef, saya jaga baby tu nanti". Haha, boleh?his way of joking around.

And to top it off, my pregnancy started off badly with severe whole-day-sickness, a weak womb and i am also attending my masters class on the weekends. Super tired and stressful because the pregnancy makes me feel sick during the classes. Only Allah knows how it feels. And shamefully i blamed the baby because i've always loved my classes.

To sum it up, i was so stressed out and not ready at all to have another baby. When i found out that we were pregnant, i was not at all ready or ecstatic for that matter. I just went with the flow kot.

Until today, that is.

After the kick, i cried horribly throughout the journey as i was swept away by guilt and tremendous love towards the baby. Its undescribable. Upon reaching the house, i called hubby and cried more. Told him what happened and said thank u to him for having babies with me. He was so sweet and comforting and told me to go inside and eat something for the baby. T-T.

Syukur ya Allah for everything, i feel so blessed. Thank you baby, for choosing me to be your mother insyaAllah.

Everything happens for a reason kan? We just need to have faith in Allah's plan and know for sure that he wont test us unless he knows that we can handle the test insyaAllah.=)

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You dont know what you got til its gone

Tengah tengah pregnant ni malam2 jarang ada hati dan perasaan nak makan berat berat. Loya tekak n kadang kadang mmg just plain takde selera kalau lepas kul 9 malam tu nak makan nasi or berat berat. So what i do is makan buah2, cikedis cikedis, kacang2 pape kan. Tapi most of the time, potong buah n makan la.

And setiap kali pun potong buah, aqeef akan datang kacau and claim buah2 tu dia punya. "Mama tak bley makan.. Ni acip punya..." Sambil muka berlagak makan laju laju nak lumba dgn mama siapa makan paling banyak. And when you're pregnant and hungry (sbb itulah dinner kite tadi kan), anak pun boleh jadi musuh. Haha. (Ok saya je gini kot).

Dah la merajuk rajuk dgn si acip, mengadu ngadu dgn papa pasal acip (selalunya papa geleng kepala je tgk perbalahan kami, haha), pastu berebut2 angkat bekas letak buah tinggi2 supaya aqeef tak sampai la bagai. Pastu aqeef pun kadang2 perangai bertuah dia sampai, dok bawak lari bekas bekas buah semua. Haish. Mak stress ok.

Itulah rutin harian kami, tak gaduh tak sah bila nak makan buah (padahal anak beranak kuat makan, asal part makan je masing2 taknak kalah, huhu).

Tapi malam ni, aqeef tido awal. Pukul 8.30 malam dah kiok, sbb ptg tadi cousin2 dia abg amar, abg anwar n abg aiman dtg main dgn aqeef. Sunyi pulak rasa. Takde org berebut buah dgn mama.


Buah ni pun tak sesedap macam bila berebut dgn aqeef. =( betullah org kata "without your kids, your house will be clean, your wallet will be full, but your heart will be empty".

In my case, my fruit will be all mine, but the kick is not there. Empty, yes i feel empty. Poyo.



Esok midterm exam account. Mama nak mati study, aqeef kasi can mama study, dia pulun tido awal. Oh i miss u already my boy, bangun cepat, mama nak gaduh dgn acip.

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Anak oh anak

Aqeef was playing around the house (read menyepahkan rumah n barang barang) when he stumbled upon some old pictures of me and his father. The hardcopy photos, and he was so excited, probably because its his first time with hardcopy photo kot. Selalu tgk softcopy dlm handphone or laptop je kot.

Aqeef : mama, ni gambar mama ke?
Mama : ha'ah yang, nape?
Aqeef : mama cantik....
Mama : awwwwww(terharu kejap).....
Aqeef : macam monyet... (With a big grin on his face)
Mama : erk... T-T

Papa, i know you're behind this. Confirm papa yang ajar aqeef ni. *ok bai heartbroken*

New year. New story.

Alhamdulillah, still here. Still trying to survive and get used to the idea that aqeef's going to have a baby brother/sister, insyaAllah. New year present for us. Shocked, wajiblah kan. Terkesima would be an understatement. Tapi syukur, Allah nak bagi rezeki kat kitorang lagi albeit all of our countless sins.

Found out that we were pregnant on the 12th of january. I did a DIY's home pregnancy test and it came up as below


Oh punyalah in denial bila period lambat, sampai dah seminggu lebih baru nak terpikir nak pegi buat test. Lepas dah positif baru nak meroyan risau sorang2 sbb takut papa aqeef marah. Boleh?

And i kept it from him for a while, bajet nak surprise kan dia masa birthday dia on february the 2nd. Tapi oh tidak, this kind of news u cannot keep it from your other half for long. At least not for me, haha. Smsed him dlm ketakutan. Oh motif takut?cause this year we have a lot of plans, what's with my postgrad studies, nak pegi holiday, yada yada yada. Macam macam lah. Was pretty sure hubby would freak out like i did, but to my surprise he was so sweet and calm when he heard the news. So thats done. We're happy, yea! Siap pegi penang berholiday dgn mak mentua and adik2 ipar on the 18th of january. Celebrate la konon.

Makan byk gila gorgeous food, siap bajet kuat naik bukit bendera bagai and had the first taste of morning sickness in penang. Right after we had glorious seafood kat batu feringggi, turun je dari kete, yea, muntah dgn jayanya. Siap cakap dgn papa aqeef, "ok, morning sickness dah dtg da " sambil bergelak ketawa sbb morning sickness malam2.

And then, from there, everything goes haywire. Morning, noon, and evening sickness all the way. Nausea, headache, heartburn, you name it. It was worse compared to when i was pregnant with aqeef. At least last time, i did manage to go to work selang selang hari. Now, it has been 3 weeks since i've been into the office.

I cried a lot, i think what made it worse was because i kept on thinking about the baby, and i stuffed myself with food and supplements even when i dont feel like it. The first trimester is the most crucial part because all the baby's body parts are being developed especially the brain and heart, so memikirkan baby, paksa jugak makan. So when i eat, it will automatically come out and sakitnya nauzubillah bila muntah tu,😭

Ada one point siap cakap dgn papa aqeef "ki, takleh dah, how to get rid of this??" Crying.. And what more can he do other than ask me to be patient and tolong urut. And oh, now penatnya nauzubillah, melepek je keje, badan sakit2 (thankfully hubby's a great tukang urut - must buy him something later to reward him sbb rajin tolong urut) and my whole body's full with acne, something new for this pregnancy. Wah!hormon, mmg dahsyat.

And last week, i was even admitted to the hospital, had minor contraction and bleeding. Tskk..


And hubby stayed with me throughout the stay. ❤ Things to be thankful for in times of darkness. Haha. Poyo. Pregnancy sickness pun dah bising2 kan. But honestly, this is a self reminder for me to think twice before the next baby. Morning sickness does get worse compared to previous pregnancy. So think twice before i even think of giving aqeef another sibling ok.
At least kena jadi work at home mom dulu, baru boleh ada byk2 baby. That way takyah risau nak pegi office bagai kan.

Oh jealousnya dgn org yang takde morning sickness sepanjang pregnancy. Ok thats the hormon talking.

Anyhow, alhamdulillah, the worse is now going to be over, i'm at my 10 weeks, and insyaAllah the whole day sickness will ease at 12 weeks. Cant wait to see the baby in september, abang aqeef has started to call himself abang,but still somewhat in denial about having adik. When asked "aqeef nak adik berapa?" He would answer "tigaaaaaa", but when asked "dlm perut mama ada apa?" His answer would be "ada baby, tapi bukan adik aqeef". Pffttt.


Dont worry aqeef, u'll always be my first baby. With this kind of innocent face, first trimester sickness is nothing lah. Bersabarlah nordina. (Tapi think twice before the next one keh. Haha).

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