Sad day

I dont know how people survive break-ups. My current bibik went home to her hometown for good today, and i am heartbroken. Sad that she'll no longer be with us, to take care of us. Of aqeef specifically.

She has been a great bibik in terms of taking care of aqeef, so gentle and kind that i dont believe there'll ever be any other bibik that will be as kind and gentle as she was.:( i am such a sappy mother.:(

I dont know how aqeef will take it today. He's currently sending bibik to the airport to say goodbye, and i doubt he'll let her go without any scene. Tsktsk. I cried a lot today. Specifically when before she left for the airport just now, she hugged me, we apologized to each other(oh God, sgt byk marah bibik,i felt so bad) and she whispered in her tears "bibik doakan aqeef akan dpt bibik yg lagi bagus dari bibik ya puan, semoga dia membesar jadi org yg berguna.." i cried uncontrollably. Cried in the car and cried at the office still.

Bibik suyami, you'll be missed.:( semoga Allah membalas segala jasa dan pertolongan bibik menjaga kamo sekeluarga insyaAllah.