ketakutan seorang mama,:(

aqeef had a really bad allergic reaction today. we were having ice cream earlier on and i gave him some of my vanilla ice cream(with lots of nuts on top), but mind u, i did not gave him any of the nuts pon. i know for sure cause sapik warned me with "jgn bagi aqeef kacang. baby tak boleh makan kacang" when i wanted to give aqeef his first spoon of ice cream. 5 minutes after that red spots began to appear on his face and his mouth n eyes started to swell. OMG! i was so scared back then.aqeed cried and scratched like crazy n he only stopped crying after we applied some calamine lotion to his body.ok, seriously i've never seen such fast and bad allergic reaction tau. sgt terkejut. bengkak gila muka aqeef.

but one hour later he began scratching again n the swelling on his face became even worse.mak ngah aqeef checked his breathing and alhamdulillah takde pape. but she said aqeef needs to be given antihistamine to reduce the swellings and itchiness.it was 10.40pm, and no pharmacy would still be opened, we went to salam and along the way, aqeef sobbed quietly with his head leaned against my chest.i cried then, thinking pls ya Allah, please transfer his pain to me. saya tak sanggup tgk baby saya sakit mcm ni. luluh hati saya.:(

the doctor gave aqeef antihistamine n one other medication for his allergy. he told us to monitor aqeef's swellings in 24hours time, and if it gets any worse after taking the meds, we hv to go and see him again.alhamdulillah, bengkak kat muka aqeef da reda n he's sleeping soundly skrg ni after taking the meds.ya Allah, sungguh lemah saya ni. anak baru kena allergic reaction da tak tahan tgk, mcm mana lah anak2 yg kena terminal diseases semua tu?mesti mak mereka sgt tabah.nauzubillah.ya Allah, peliharalah anakku ya Allah..dan peliharalah ibuku sebagaimana beliau memeliharaku bagai menatang minyak yang penuh. terima kasih emak.