Ramadhan Kareem

Alhamdulillah, still get to meet Ramadhan this year. Sedar tak sedar dah 6 hari dah berpuasa hari ni. Tahun ni semua cukup tenang and relax je. No bazar ramadhan, haha. sebab tu relax. Takde selera nak pergi bazar lagi. Kalau dolu dolu rajin sungguh menyinggah bazar ramadhan, biasanya cari air sejuk dan lazat. Tahun ni, air kosong je cukup. sebab breastfeeding dari buka ke sahur kena minum at least 2liter minimum. Bunyi macam senang tapi tak senang. huhu.

So far seminggu dah berpuasa sambil menyusu dan mengepam. The verdict? Alhamdulillah, smooth sailing, Stok frozen ebm tak berusik, siap dapat tambah stok frozen ebm lagi.T-T. Nangis sbb byk dosa kat Allah, still Allah bagi rezeki melimpah ruah bila mintak.. And yes, doa goes a long way ok. Doa je byk2, bulan2 Ramadhan ni, especially time buka puasa n time azan, insyaAllah Allah tak tolak doa org berpuasa time nak buka puasa tu.

I had my doubts the day before first Ramadhan as it's my first time fasting while breastfeeding and expressing milk. Aiyoo.. of course la risau kan. Tapi tetibe google2 pasal breastfeeding dan berpuasa, keluar gambar mommy kat Africa yg kurus gila, undernourished gila gila punya, tapi dia still breastfeed anak dia dgn gigih. Ada je susu please. And muka senyum je. And from there, came my motivation and determination that insyaAllah i can do it - Fasting & breastfeeding. Bila time malas n penat tu just ingat je the African mother and i got really psyched to go on.

And with that motivational condition, I started my first day of Ramadhan on last sunday. First day was @#$%&*(). haha. super duper tired. Air tak cukup, makan tah apa apa masa sahur. Plus, i havent been fasting since the last Ramadhan ok. Last ramadhan, I was pregnant with adam and alhamdulillah managed to not skip from fasting. Hence, no puasa ganti after hari raya and since i was breastfeeding him immediately after raya, i did not fast at all during the year. *pemalas kan?i know* Selalu ada je puasa2 sunat and puasa ganti in between each Ramadhan kan. Tahun ni takde. And hence, penat gila, lapar, semua ada. huhu. And i remembered that we had our iftar in my parent in law's house and on the way back, i was so tired and kept on saying to syafik that i could not do it. cannot fast while breastfeeding that is.

But alhamdulillah, the next day, I tried to change the strategy during sahur. My strategy is to eat food that can keep supplying and releasing energy for me throughout the day. So for the past 5 days, during sahur time, I have been taking dates (minimum 7), a spoon of honey (curik syafik punya), milk story's fenugreek chocolate drink, a glass of milo & noodles/rice with chicken/fish. And for breaking fast I have been taking a glass of umma lacto, a glass of milo ice, dates (minimum 7), rice with chicken and  minimum 2 litres of plain water throughout the night. And it works for me, alhamdulillah. Susu lagi menambah and i dont feel hungry and overly lethargic during the day.Malam penat la sikit, tapi still bearable la compared to first day. hehe. And I lost 4kg after 5 days of fasting. Muahaha. Bonus. Orang obese mmg senang lose unnecessary weight kan.

Alhamdulillah. Hopefully I can sustain this condition throughout Ramadhan without any major damage to my ebm stock. And i pray that everybody will have a blessed Ramadhan and to all breastfeeding mothers out there, may the force be with you,  =)

Pumping Journey

Ok, lagi sekali lama gila tak update blog. Super duper busy juggling work, study and family. pheww. not easy man. on top of that my youngest boy has grown oh so rapidly. Laju je merayap satu rumah, kalau tinggal sekejap akan hilang tiba tiba, tengok tengok kat bawah sofa dah budak tu. huhu. Alhamdulillah nothing to complain on that department.

Breastfeeding journey pun, nothing to complain, syukur sangat sangat everything has been made easy by Allah. Walaupun tak melimpah ruah susu, tapi mmg cukup and tak pernah kurang dari apa yg Adam perlukan.Dok la mengumpul susu untuk Ramadhan ni waktu hujung minggu. Tapi bila kelas full on Saturday and Sunday mmg susah sikit nak mengumpul. Minggu ni takde kelas sebab lecturer ada conference apetah, dapatlah mengumpul susu untuk adik Adam.

Tadi kira kira frozen ebm adam, alhamdulillah macam confident sket nak berpuasa insyaAllah.

 

Kira punya kira ada 58 botol 5oz and 10 botol 2oz adding up to become 330oz. Alhamdulillah. Cukup kot for Ramadhan just in case susu drop mendadak masa puasa. Huhu. Nothing much to hope but semoga dipermudahakan semuanyalah.

 

Seriously i didnt expect to still be able to continue the journey this long. Syukur. For me, the trick is kena selalu positive, makan kena cukup and rehat kena cukup kot. And of course ada byk supplement jugak. Shaklee, fenugreek drink, milo, longan kering and so on byk membantu.Adam suka makan solid pun membantu jugak. Dalam gambar tu makanan dia utk 4 hari je kot tu. huhu. And of course support from family especially husband and maids sgt memainkan peranan penting. Alhamdulillah for my current maid, sbb sgt pandai jaga anak anak especially in terms of handling adam and his milk intake. Sebab masa mula2 dulu dia susah juga nak adapt dgn susu badan, sbb asal adam nangis je dia bagi susu. Habis semua stok. Lama lama lepas tu baru ok.

 

And oh target kena sikit2, masa mula2 dulu target nak susu sampai 3 bulan, bila sampai 3 bulan rasa seronok target sampai 6 bulan, bila lepas 6 bulan, target 9 bulan. La ni dah sampai 9 bulan, target 12 bulan pula lah. Huhu. Most people cakap kalau nak breastfeed kena target siap2 sampai 2 tahun, kalau tak mmg tak jalan. Lain org lain psikologi dia kot. haha. for me, small steps byk membantu la.

 

Ok, its way past my pumping session. Till the next time, hopefully update bila adam dah setahun nanti which is lepas raya and hopefully masa tu ada success story breastfeeding masa Ramadhan insyaAllah. Amin. :)

Defensive mother of 2 updates

Wow! It's been around 4 months since I last posted here. That's what being a mother of 2 did to me. Huhu. But not complaining though. Syukur alhamdulillah for everything I have in my life now, all the good and the bad things. Allah has designed it perfectly for us so we should trust Him wholeheartedly and go through it with smile.

Alhamdulillah, parents are healthy. Mak's health is progressing well, and abah is still going strong at 77, albeit being diagnosed with alzheimer. Kids are doing great alhamdulillah. Aqeef's just started his kindy in genius aulad this week, and adam just started eating solid food last week. :) hubby's doing ok, anxiously waiting for his annual raise and me? Hmm, just started my class for my second last semester of masters class. Took cuti khas last semester to focus on adam and focus on breastfeeding.

Alhamdulillah, he has been breastfed for 6 and a half months now. :) and still going strong insyaAllah. It has not been easy. But we survived. Alhamdulillah. Serious tak senang weh breastfeeding. Whats with the weight gain (of course la by mama), the constant worrying of not having enough supply, the continous latching & so on.

Seriously it was a totally different experience with adam compared to when aqeef was a baby, but I can say that it is a good thing kot. Initially it was soo hard especially during confinement days, when adam was diagnosed with jaundice & I was recuperating from my csecs as well. It was so hard, that I didnt sleep at night at all throughout the confinement days. Adam would want to latch through out the night and I didnt know how to feed him lying down, hence, I didnt sleep through the night,and after subuh would pass the baby to the maid and sleep then with adam having ebm when I take a rest. Phew, seriously, sgt susah kot masa tu.

Then, after pantang everything got easier, and we got better at handling adam kot. Alhamdulillah. I suddenly know how to feed him lying down and adam immediately learnt to sleep through the night at 44 days old. And I feel the one thing that is easier compared to aqeef's time is that we dont have to get up to prepare adam's milk. Jyeah!! Haha.during aqeef's time we used to take turn to get up and prepare aqeef's milk every 3 to 4 hours. But with adam, no more. We can sleep through the night. Woohoo. Thats the best part of breastfeeding him kot, no night feeds that require us to get up from the bed. Teehee. So breastfeeding mom especially yang dalam pantang tu, hang on,the best is yet to come. It will defenitely get better insyaAllah. :)

And I have been using medela freestyle to express milk for adam when I go to work, and it has been a life saver. Used to have spectra 3 during aqeef's time, but never really got to use it cause it was so painful to use, but freestyle is totally the opposite. No pain, easy to use, and comfort all the way. Though my milk supply is not as meriah as most people (urgh stress gak tgk org simpan stok dalam deep freezer bagai kan, especially org2 shaklee yg nk promote set menyusu tu kan) but at all times i managed to have at least 100 oz of frozen ebm as back up when I had to stay back in the office or when I go out for a date with hubby. Murah rezeki adam. But all in all, in the past 6 months I rarely leave the house without adam kot (except to go to work of course), he has been my valuable accesory for the past 6 months. The cutest accesory to date.

And with breastfeeding, came baby wearing. Aqeef is a stroller baby, since he was 2 months old until now. He's most comfortable in his stroller whenever we are outside. So for adam, we thought it would be the same for him, so we bought him another stroller. But, we thought wrong, he didnt like the stroller at all. At all. Kept crying when we put him inside the stroller. Kept wanting to be held when we're out. And I couldnt take it anymore (or rather, my back couldnt take it anymore, huhu). We thought about it and decided to try soft structured carrier like ergo or boba.

And when we were looking around to buy the carrier, studying online and went around baby shops looking at all the available carriers, one of my best friends, nisa gave us their ergo carrier to try out in order for us to decide whether adam is really suitable with carriers or not. And he loved it. Slept the entire time whenever we put him in the carrier.And still do til now.

Thank you nis, kasi pinjam ergo yg sgt best!:) love love you so much. Such a kind and beautiful soul. And after much research, we found out that boba & ergo somewhat has similar functions, quality and reputation - boba originated from australia and ergo from the US,and because we got a really good price during the last baby expo in midvalley, we finally bought the ergo 3g carrier! And alhamdulillah the quality, feeling is same as the ergo original. And hence, with mmour experience with the 2 kids, our theory is, bottle fed baby prefers the stroller and breastfeed baby prefers baby wearing - cause its closer to the breast kot. Hahahaha. Thats only our theory, we shall verify it with the next baby ok, haha. InsyaAllah.  And one more perks of baby wearing compared to stroller is, senangnya nak shop, haha. Takyah handle stroller yang kadang2 susah nak cilok2 dlm kedai yg sempit kan. Kalau dulu aqeef, syafik kena tunggu luar when I shop, tapi sekarang tidak lagi. Yeay to baby wearing. Hihi.

And one more perks of breastfeeding, adam susah sakit, so far sekali je dia demam sepanjang 6 bulan ni, itupun recover within sehari, syukur. Compared to aqeef, dari lahir sampai sekarang mmg selalu sgt sakit, dgn allergic nya dgn demamnya. Dulu mmg asyik2 cuti sbb nak jaga n bawa aqeef pegi clinic. Tapi time adam ni alhamdulillah, kurang emergency leave sbb he's healthier. 

Oh I so love breastfeeding, walaupun susah gila, nasib baik dpt bertahan this far.. seriously terer gila mak2 ni kan. Breastfeed bagai, I have only one breastfeed baby, dah macam2 kesusahan dah rasa, yg 4-5 anak breastfeed tu camne tah. I salute them. Pheww.. tapi seriously breastfeed moms, bertahanlah, kelebihan byk sgt mmg berbaloi dgn kesusahan tu, and insyaAllah Jannah for you, mothers. :)

Ok actually I'm tending to aqeef who is having slight temperature. Risaukan dia, dok sponging kasi sejuk badan. Kalau ikutkan hati dah bawak dia pergi hospital dah, risau yg amat. Tapi papa dia kata tunggu pagi dulu. Maka tidaklah tidur, and dptah tulis post ni. Huhu. Ok nak tukar air tuam aqeef. :)

Pantang's over!:)

Weeehooo. Alhamdulillah its officially 45th day after the delivery and my pantang's over..weehooo. woh a whole new pengalaman pantang. Different than aqeef but a good one. Dah abis pantang boleh la ckp a good one kan. Kahkah. Hmmm..apa yg saya nak sgt eh utk celebrate abis pantang? Starbucks' java chip frappucino ngan tony roma's ribs!!! Haha. Semangat je.

Actually takde la teruk sgt mengidam makan,just mengidam nak gi jalan2 je. Weehoo. And insyaAllah sabtu ni nak gi jalan2 bawa aqeef naik aeroplane sbb dia bising nak fly.kesian pulak tgk dia. Seb baik dpt tiket airasia sorang rm80. Weehoo.merasa la acip naik aeroplane. Sian dia..last skali naik plane masa dia 2 tahun kot. Tak ingat pape. Skarang dah tahu aeroplane tu apa, bawak la dia jenjalan. And cause he's been such a good sport gak tolong mama dia dlm pantang bagai. Huhu. Sayang acip. Cant wait.

Maka berakhirlah sudah kisah pantang saya dgn adik adam. And hadiah pantang dari adik adam utk mama on his 44th day, first time adik adam tido malam 4 jam straight hari ni. Dari kul 1 sampai kul 5 ni baru bgn nak menyusu ngan mama. Alhamdulillah even though mama kena bgn pump sbb bengkak susu. Selalu melekat je sepanjang malam. Hopefully esok2 dia semakin pandai tido malam,amin..

*happy mode*

Of new bag and ebm

My aunt has just returned from europe and she bought me a longchamp bag from paris!weehoo.happy day indeed. And its in my favourite color too. Purple plum. Yummy. Happy day, early birthday present,sort of.hehe. and even though I'm recovering from flu which aqeef and adam also had (sedihnya bila anak2 sakit ok..:( dah tanak ada anak dah sbb tak suka rasa risau bila anak2 sakit. Especially si kecik adam. Heartbreaking and I dont know whether I can endure such pain..), tetap happy gak bila dapat bag ni.kahkah.

And sebab sakit susu badan pun merudum gak.ces. dah la sikit.merudum lagi. Eh, tapi cukup je utk adam insyaAllah(positive konon).huhu.its been 12 days since I started to collect ebm and so far dpt la 40oz stok. I am surprised that I managed to have the stock. Alhamdulillah. Saya yg takde susu ni pun boleh kumpul. Setiap kali pump 1oz je ok. Kena pump setiap 2jam utk dptkan stok.

Its hardwork, really is. Dgn demam nya, a few days gak dok consume stok ebm utk adam sbb too weak to nurse. Seb baik boleh pump and simpan even though makan ubat flu. Tapi sangat kagum dgn org2 yg ada a full freezer of ebm. Terer2. Tapi rezeki anak masing2 kan. Ni bahagian adam, dpt mama stok susu tak berlambak, tapi enough for him insyaAllah. Stay positive nordina!:)

The photo is to encourage me to work harder. And utk memory just in case semangat berkurang and malas nak berusaha lagi. Haha. Susah siot breastfeed and pump. T-T. Mixed feeling kan. Haha. Ok adam da nangis.

Balas dendam

Skrg tgh meroyan shopping online plis
.syiok rupanya shopping online. The thrill of not knowing how the stuff will look like in actual, that sheer happiness when u hear the sound of poslaju's van honking you to come collect your purchase and the satisfaction when you receive the stuff and its just as good as what u've expected or even better. Aaaa.. so far alhamdulillah everything I've purchased online has met my satisfaction.

I bought mainly scarves from sugarscarf, radiusite, tudung people and several other online boutiques. So far alhamdulillah its been good. So I tried to purchase tops from thepoplook. Bear in mind I rarely purchase any clothes even when I go to actual shop pun, because its normally very hard to find my size and even if it fits the cutting will not be to my liking. Yada yada yada. Cerewet sket kan. Nak baju yg boleh nampak kurus je. Jahit sendiri sudeh.

But.. alhamdulillah, so far all the tops that I've purchased at the poplook met my high expectation. Suka sgt. So hari2 ada jela benda yg dishopping. Free shipping plak tu, plus they have lots of long sleeves top yang labuh suitable for us muslimah2 ni. Chewah.

But today, buat pasal plak. Terbeli dua baju jovian mandagie weh. Gatal gi klik poplook punya raya haji collection. And now I've purchased 2  of jovian's modern kurung and now I'm trying to justify my purchase. Satu, raya puasa hari tu takde beli baju pape pun for myself. Selalu byk je beli utk sendiri sampai 5,6 kan. So ni dua utk both raya kira oklah kan. And i can return the baju for store credit should I dont like it or it doesnt fit me well. Fingers crossed. Erkkk. Hopefully it fits me well.

Wah. Nervous nya tunggu barang ni sampai. Oh I bought  below dresses by the wwy.I had a hard time choosing hence terbeli 2 tuh. Kalau ikutkan semua nak. Uwaaa. Ok nak tido mimpi baju jovian.

Berpantang

Wah,baru 18 hari berpantang. T-T. Tak kelakar betul pantang lama2. I do get it, why we need to berpantang and all, mmg bagus lah berpantang utk badan, minda semua kan. But I cant stand to stay at home all the time, its driving me crazy. Huhu. Mmg best takyah keje dok umah main dgn anak2, tapi takleh kuar rumah mmg stress. Pantang makan ok lagi. Maybe its just me, org yg hari2 kalau tak berjalan mmg tak sah.i miss going out, just for the sake of going out jalan2, bukan shopping pun. Tsk.

Anyway, adam dah 18 hari, alhamdulillah jaundice dah menurun ke level yg tak dangerous, skrg cuma tak tido malam je la dia. And I chose to stay up at night with him and tido waktu siang sementara bibik2 jaga dia.huhu. lagipun siang dia tido je kan. Might as well I sleep gak kan. Breastfeeding pun so far so good. I pump once daily utk bekalan adam bila saya tido and dptlah 5-6 oz utk adam minum bila saya tido. Nantilah insyaAllah adam dah sebulan nanti gigihkan lagi usaha mengepam buat stok utk adik adam. N oh, malam2 tak tido dgn adam ni abg aqeef pun sama naik tak tido. Da la mama berkungtau dgn abang ngan adik ni malam2. Tsk. Oh pengalaman yang berharga.

Nordina, silalah appreciate masa adam baby ni, kang dah besar cam aqeef sibuk rindu n teringin nak ada baby kecik lagi. Pastu dah dpt baby nak kompelin2 plak kan. Hehe. Ok adik nangis nak susu. Toodles.

Our second prince,:)

Alhamdulillah, hari ni genap seminggu our second prince dilahirkan. Lengkap, sempurna alhamdulillah. Semoga Allah cantikkan akhlak dan budi pekerti anak2 kami sebagaimana Allah cantikkan dan lengkapkan fizikal mereka, amin..

And dah 7 hari, officially nama baby boy adalah muhammad adam danial bin mohd syafik azrir. Alhamdulillah, cukuplah 2 org ya. Haha. Standard ayat org baru bersalin dlm pantang tak cukup tido tak cukup makan sbb kena pantang.

Just information about my little baby supaya tak lupa nanti. He was born via caesarean, sbb luka lama keluarkan abang aqeef nipis n dok sakit waktu dah 36weeks adik baby dlm perut. Dgn head circumference dia yg besar n my known small pelvic bone, doktor pun tak confident nak go for normal delivery.huhu. lantas kena potong lagi. Asalkan baby selamat, I'm more than thankful.

He was born 3.1kg at 50cm of length pukul 9.50 pagi. And lepas siap mama masuk wad around after noon tu, alhamdulillah he had his first breastfeed dgn mama. Sgt pandai latch mcm abang dia dulu. I've always believed the first milk lps bersalin mesti bagi baby dulu sbb kolestrum tu. After that insyaAllah ok dah nak minum apa pun. Hehe. And alhamdulillah, even though first day lepas caesar mama takleh bgn, dia ok je latching dlm keadaan baring. Good boy.

Tali pusat dah cabut smlm, on the 6th day. Abang aqeef dulu lagi awal, 5th day. And first days ni adam ada byk jerawat kat badan n kepala yg turun naik. Mama yg paranoid sibuk jumpa doktor and alhamdulillah its common for newborns. Pheww. Haha. And he has mild jaundice 256 biluribin count and skrg tgh undergo phototheraphy treatment kat rumah. More on that later insyaAllah. Mama nak tidoq sat. Hehe.

Welcome to our life muhammad adam danial. We love you beyond words dah. :)

Watermelon

Another 3 weeks and 3 days to go insyaAllah. And I have a 3kg watermelon inside me. Erkkk.

Sgt senak bila berjalan skrg, sgt tak larat. :( time aqeef dulu tak camni pun, sampai 40weeks pun gagah ke hulu ke hilir. Adik baby aqeef jenis yg tak suka mama dia berjalan kot eh.

Semoga dipermudahkan semuanya insyaAllah.

Feeling scared, overwhelmed, cant wait to get this watermelon out, nervous & excited at the same time. Perasaan apakah ini. Tsk.

Selamat Hari Raya 2013

Selamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin. I am so happy and blessed that everybody's healthy and I get to spend this year's hari raya with everyone I love. Especially my crazy hubby, I love you yang. Selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin. Sorry post gambar candid kite yg muka dia terbelah dua. :p

Kisah zakat fitrah

I was cleaning up our room when I came across 5 receipt for zakat fitrah. Oh my, the first thing that came across my mind was "shoot, laki aku ni ada sorang bini and anak lagi satu ke?" , haha. Ye la, anak sorang, bini sorang, apakah bayar sampai lima. Huhu.

So I confronted him on our way to bazaar ramadhan "apakah bayar zakat sampai lima org, dia ada bini n anak lagi sorang eh?". Haha. Selamba, I blame the hormon, emosi gila benda2 kecik camni pun.

And my husband answered "mestilah ada anak bini lagi satu..." terkesima mak sekejap. Padan muka. His way of being funny.

And then he continued "satu utk mes (our maid) and satu lagi untuk adik baby dlm perut".. haha, kelaka plis. Tapi sweet sgt je rasa. Adik baby tak keluar lagi tak payah kot papa. Hehe. Sweet je la pakcik ni. And til now I have this happy flutter in my stomach thinking about this, :)

Ok, just a random happy unsignificant post before raya.

updates.

Wah, it's been so long since I've blogged something here.

Alhamdulillah, I am now on my 35th week of pregnancy and so far so good, not complaining. :) Pregnancy symptoms here and there, but it's normal right? So far it's better than when I was pregnant with aqeef kot, less late night cramps, no water retention at all and I feel so energetic(Kadang2 penyek gak at the end of the day+demam selsema suka datang) so much so that I can fast for the past 26 days of Ramadhan (Ada je muntah2 and nak buka sgt sbb pening2 perut kosong, tapi belasah je continue puasa). Alhamdulillah, baby kuat. And growing according to the chart, not too big, not too small, Alhamdulillah. The other day my gynae was worried to let me fast during this stage at pregnancy, but Alhamdulillah, baby's growth is very good, so, I can continue to fast. InsyaAllah for the whole month, :)

And to top it off, Alhamdulillah, rezeki baby, my second semester result and the baby helped me score straight A's. Alhamdulillah, sayang baby mama. Even though dgn morning sickness yg sgt teruk, baik je tolong mama belajar. :)

It's 3 days before raya and I have started to go on hari raya leave today. Woopiee.. :) Tapi lepas raya kena masuk office awal sbb bos kata org kampong shah alam kena masuk keje tolong support awal. Pffttt. The downside of takde kampong. Huwaa. Tapi dpt cuti awal, takpe ah. (Sedapkan hati). My maid has gone back to her hometown last Saturday and we are currently maidless. Hence, the early cuti raya, cause I have to look after my baby aqeef (Dah nak dpt adik pun baby lagi, huhu). And syafik will be taking one week off after hari raya to look after aqeef plak. Ganti ganti la kan.

Preparation raya tahun ni ala kadar je. Eh, ala kadar mende, mmg takde ah nak celebrate. Beli barang baby je kot, sbb baby due 11th September insyaAllah. Eh, tapi brg baby pun takde mende beli. Beli baju sket2 sbb kesian dia pakai baju lama aqeef, pastu beli breastpump ngan fisher price punya bouncer je kot. Haha. Mmg takde ah shopping mana. Shopping barang raya aqeef je, itu pun sbb dia dah outgrown baju lama. Mama & papa recycle baju dulu2 je sudah, huhu. Takde perasaan nak beli brg baru. Jalan2 tgk barang raya pun takde perasaan, we have all we need kot, everybody's healthy, Alhamdulillah. And hari tu tgk ada satu kawan up status kat facebook " Kalau sibuk ralat nak beli baju mahal2 tu ingat kain kapan, insyaAllah takde perasaan nak beli". Haha, works wonder for me. Mmg takde perasaan. Huhu.

Eh, tapi mana boleh takde barang raya langsung utk mama kan? Hehe, ni hadiah dari papa aqeef for raya, hadiah result second sem ngan hadiah beranak kot eh papa? Thank you syafik azrir, I love you so much. :) Semoga murah rezeki boleh beli handbag lagi besar (And banyak) tahun depan, hehe.

Selamat mengejar malam lailatulqadar di malam2 terakhir ni and selamat hari raya. Maaf zahir batin. :)

I can so relate to this song.

Have you heard ainan tasneem's 150 juta kali song? oh sgtlah relatable dgn saya and encik suami. huhu. The lyrics was by the inspiring fynn jamal, oh sgt cool akak tu, sgt inspired bila dia tulis pape kat facebook or instagram. And for me, she hits the jackpot when she wrote the lyrics especially below parts.

Buat apa dicerita
Bahagia kita rasa
Biar tak dipercaya
Peduli orang kata
Baju ronyok tak apa
Asal pakai selesa
Berkilau tak bermakna
Kalau hati tak ada
(Takyah pedulik org kata apa kan, asal kita happy, doesnt matter org nak ckp apa kan?)

Aku lebih bengis dari sang naga
Tapi bisa nangis semata demi cinta
Suaraku keras tak berbahasa
Kerna aku rimas gedik mengada-ngada
( yup, mmg rimas perempuan yang gedik mengada tapi takde point weh. Cukup gedik dgn laki sendiri boleh?yang nak kehulu kehilir menggedik buat apa kan?)

Aku mudah baran tidak semena
Mana boleh tahan angin cemburu buta
Dan aku sengaja tunjuk keras kepala
Aku punya manja kau saja boleh rasa
Rahsia kita berdua
(the best part, we reserved our actual selves for us only, we are our ownself when we're with each other. Orang lain takleh rasa that uniqueness. Even our parents dont know it. Thats love. We can be ourselves when we're with each other insyaAllah.)

Oh sgt sweet lagu ni. Sgt relatable dgn kami.
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Love

Mama : Aqeef sayang papa tak?

Aqeef : sayang..

Mama : sayang sikit ke sayang banyak?

Aqeef : sayang banyak..

Mama : eh, kenapa aqeef sayang papa banyak?

Aqeef : sebab papa sayang mama banyak.

Ok, terharu sgt dgr aqeef jawab. Its true i guess, the best thing that a father can give to his child is to love his mom unconditionally. This will show him how to love and become lovable insyaAllah. T-T . Mode sayu kejap.

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Another craving

Tak kelakar langsung wahai anakku. Tukar ngidam lain please, sama plak mengidam dgn maktok nak pegi pesta warehouse habib. Terus demam mama hari ni terbayangkan the damage kalau pegi jugak. Huhu.

Anyway, hari ni mama dah bagi baby makan pecal lele lela dah.Lazat gak la. tapi portion dia kecik sket compared to wong solo and other ayam penyet punya kedai. Tapi oklah, dekat rumah kan, thats a plus point. Huhu.



Tido dgn aman sekarang. Da kenyang.Sambil bermimpikan neverfull ngan barang kemas habib. T-T

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