Anak oh anak

Aqeef was playing around the house (read menyepahkan rumah n barang barang) when he stumbled upon some old pictures of me and his father. The hardcopy photos, and he was so excited, probably because its his first time with hardcopy photo kot. Selalu tgk softcopy dlm handphone or laptop je kot.

Aqeef : mama, ni gambar mama ke?
Mama : ha'ah yang, nape?
Aqeef : mama cantik....
Mama : awwwwww(terharu kejap).....
Aqeef : macam monyet... (With a big grin on his face)
Mama : erk... T-T

Papa, i know you're behind this. Confirm papa yang ajar aqeef ni. *ok bai heartbroken*

New year. New story.

Alhamdulillah, still here. Still trying to survive and get used to the idea that aqeef's going to have a baby brother/sister, insyaAllah. New year present for us. Shocked, wajiblah kan. Terkesima would be an understatement. Tapi syukur, Allah nak bagi rezeki kat kitorang lagi albeit all of our countless sins.

Found out that we were pregnant on the 12th of january. I did a DIY's home pregnancy test and it came up as below


Oh punyalah in denial bila period lambat, sampai dah seminggu lebih baru nak terpikir nak pegi buat test. Lepas dah positif baru nak meroyan risau sorang2 sbb takut papa aqeef marah. Boleh?

And i kept it from him for a while, bajet nak surprise kan dia masa birthday dia on february the 2nd. Tapi oh tidak, this kind of news u cannot keep it from your other half for long. At least not for me, haha. Smsed him dlm ketakutan. Oh motif takut?cause this year we have a lot of plans, what's with my postgrad studies, nak pegi holiday, yada yada yada. Macam macam lah. Was pretty sure hubby would freak out like i did, but to my surprise he was so sweet and calm when he heard the news. So thats done. We're happy, yea! Siap pegi penang berholiday dgn mak mentua and adik2 ipar on the 18th of january. Celebrate la konon.

Makan byk gila gorgeous food, siap bajet kuat naik bukit bendera bagai and had the first taste of morning sickness in penang. Right after we had glorious seafood kat batu feringggi, turun je dari kete, yea, muntah dgn jayanya. Siap cakap dgn papa aqeef, "ok, morning sickness dah dtg da " sambil bergelak ketawa sbb morning sickness malam2.

And then, from there, everything goes haywire. Morning, noon, and evening sickness all the way. Nausea, headache, heartburn, you name it. It was worse compared to when i was pregnant with aqeef. At least last time, i did manage to go to work selang selang hari. Now, it has been 3 weeks since i've been into the office.

I cried a lot, i think what made it worse was because i kept on thinking about the baby, and i stuffed myself with food and supplements even when i dont feel like it. The first trimester is the most crucial part because all the baby's body parts are being developed especially the brain and heart, so memikirkan baby, paksa jugak makan. So when i eat, it will automatically come out and sakitnya nauzubillah bila muntah tu,😭

Ada one point siap cakap dgn papa aqeef "ki, takleh dah, how to get rid of this??" Crying.. And what more can he do other than ask me to be patient and tolong urut. And oh, now penatnya nauzubillah, melepek je keje, badan sakit2 (thankfully hubby's a great tukang urut - must buy him something later to reward him sbb rajin tolong urut) and my whole body's full with acne, something new for this pregnancy. Wah!hormon, mmg dahsyat.

And last week, i was even admitted to the hospital, had minor contraction and bleeding. Tskk..


And hubby stayed with me throughout the stay. ❤ Things to be thankful for in times of darkness. Haha. Poyo. Pregnancy sickness pun dah bising2 kan. But honestly, this is a self reminder for me to think twice before the next baby. Morning sickness does get worse compared to previous pregnancy. So think twice before i even think of giving aqeef another sibling ok.
At least kena jadi work at home mom dulu, baru boleh ada byk2 baby. That way takyah risau nak pegi office bagai kan.

Oh jealousnya dgn org yang takde morning sickness sepanjang pregnancy. Ok thats the hormon talking.

Anyhow, alhamdulillah, the worse is now going to be over, i'm at my 10 weeks, and insyaAllah the whole day sickness will ease at 12 weeks. Cant wait to see the baby in september, abang aqeef has started to call himself abang,but still somewhat in denial about having adik. When asked "aqeef nak adik berapa?" He would answer "tigaaaaaa", but when asked "dlm perut mama ada apa?" His answer would be "ada baby, tapi bukan adik aqeef". Pffttt.


Dont worry aqeef, u'll always be my first baby. With this kind of innocent face, first trimester sickness is nothing lah. Bersabarlah nordina. (Tapi think twice before the next one keh. Haha).

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The great big bad wolf 2012!:)

Wooohooo!!! The great big bad wolf sale is back!!!:) punched in t 7.30am today so that i could clocked out at 5 and go to miecc to burn a hole in my pocket. Haha. Managed to sneak out at exactly 5pm(my boss was having a meeting with another group, pheww, and i sneaked out without him noticing. Yep, i'm a nerd, i dont usually go home before my boss goes home, it just doesnt feel right. Haha. Poyo). But for big bad wolf, boss tolak tepi, hehe.
From the office, went to pick up my sister in law from upm and went straight to mines. Fortunately the traffic was rather good considering it was friday and it has started to rain when i drove out of the office. Managed to arrive 15 minutes before six and we went to have our dinner before going into the hall.




The location of the hall's perfect! In my opinion, it's even better than last year's maeps. The hall's spacious with ample space for people to read and walk through the aisle. There were even people who brought strollers and even then the strollers did not block the aisle, thats how spacious the aisle & hall was.




Toilets are available at every corner of the hall, so thats another plus point. It's also very airy and air conditioned, they even prepared play area for children, oh sgt best. Must bring my son there(eh, ada hati nak pegi lagi kan, huhu).




And if you have ocbc credit card, you'll get 5% additional discount from your total bill. Coolness. Oh sgt best la kesimpulannya, am thinking to go there again, definetely. And oh, for the first three days(7th to 9th dec) they'll be opened for 63hours straight. Starting from 6.30am on 7dec up til 9pm 9th dec! Cool right?so kalau malam2 takleh tido tu u know where to go kan. Pegilah baca buku kat sana, hihi.




Oh my baby has lots of books now. Cheap books, ranging from rm3 to rm8. Hardcover ok. Sgt best.
And mine? Ini dia... Sket je kan, mmg kena pegi lagi. Haha.








See u there!(tetibe cam iklan apahal?) haha.
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Location:Jalan Haji Sahudi,Klang,Malaysia

Of happy things in life

"The more grateful we are at every moment of our life for every small joy that Allah gives us, the more things to be grateful for will be coming to us insyaAllah"




Grateful that hubby brought me to watch bella, edward , jacob & the cullens got their happily ever after ending. ;p





Grateful that these 2 boys are in my life. Period.


Grateful to still have a mom. And to have a great, passionate & loving mom is just the cherry on top of the ice cream.






And grateful to know that Allah is there listening to my every wish. And with that i wholly and willingly leave everything to him. He knows what is best for us fiddunya walakhirat.

Bismillahitawakkaltu'alallah.

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Kisah sedih

Last sunday my little sister got married. And we had the wedding reception at my parents house. It was a sweet & simple event & alhamdulillah everything went well.

However, mestilah ada however kan. Huhu, i lost my newly bought gucci perfume. Aaaaaaa,=( sedih please memula. 2-3 hari gak la sedih, tapi last2 fikir, syukurlah takde pape lain yg hilang. Kat wedding sedara mara lain semua byk yg hilang duit la, handbag la bagai kan. syukur. Well, dpt sorang brother in law, apalah sgt hilang perfume sebotol kan. Huhu.

I guess what bothers me adalah, adanya org2 yg kitorang kenal dlm family, sedara mara or kawan2 yg sgtlah baik hati nak ambik perfume sebotol kan. Cam, ada gak yg tangan panjang gitu. Haish, semoga dirahmati Allah selalu lah sesapa yg amik tu kan.

Tapi, hari ni, dpt 3 perfume baru!muahahaha. Meroyan sket lah. Sgt sedap bau2 dia. Bought the same gucci perfume yg hilang & 2 other perfumes - gucci envy me @ daisy by marc jacobs. Mak like!daisy by marc jacobs sgt sedap!mari bersyukur. Hilang satu perfume, ganti 3 perfume. Yea! Skrg tgh gembira2 dgn perfume baru sampai takleh tido.

Cam budak kecik kan?;p






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Early birthday present!=)

Down with high fever & food poisoning symptoms. But that's not my early birthday present though. Huhu.

Four words.

Madison gathered signature maggie.

I'm in love.:)

Allah knows best

Its true.
Allah knows what is best for us.
Memang belum rezeki kami lagi.

InsyaAllah kuatlah semangat kami selepas ini.
InsyaAllah murahlah rezeki kami selepas ini.
InsyaAllah lebih tinggi lah iman kami selepas ini.

InsyaAllah.

Motivation,=)

I get very motivated when i hear this song. i believe its the lyrics. sgt relatable kot dgn kehidupan and survival. huhu. Selamat hari sabtu bekerja!

Mari berusaha mendapatkan rezeki yg halal dan diberkati(T-T).

Ke arah satu perjalanan
Dalam sebuah kehidupan
Demi untuk mengecapi
Hasrat murni di dalam hati

Usaha dengan doa
Masanya akan tiba
Dengan restu Illahi
Kelak pasti akan ditemui

Suluhkan cahaya di hati terang (Allah)
Tunjukkan jalan seandainya hilang (Allah)
Tegakkan perjalanan yang bakal ditempuh
Tegakkan semangat bila runtuh
Setibanya di sisiMu ku berserah
Terimalahku hambaMu Allah
HambaMu Allah

Sekiranya takdir menguji
Cekalkanlah hasrat di hati
Semoga kesusahan bisa
Mengajar erti terus asa

Usaha dengan doa
Masanya akan tiba
Dengan restu Illahi
Kelak pasti akan ditemui

Suluhkan cahaya di hati terang (Allah)
Tunjukkan jalan seandainya hilang (Allah)
Tegakkan perjalanan yang bakal ditempuh
Tegakkan semangat bila runtuh
Setibanya di sisiMu ku berserah
Terimalahku hambaMu Allah

Dengan restu Illahi
Kelak pasti akan ditemui

Suluhkan cahaya di hati terang (Allah)
Tunjukkan jalan seandainya hilang (Allah)
Tegakkan perjalanan yang bakal ditempuh
Tegakkan semangat bila runtuh
Setibanya di sisiMu ku berserah
Terimalahku hambaMu Allah
HambaMu Allah
HambaMu Allah

Artistic aqeef

Came home today, went into the room and my little aqeef followed my footsteps into the room. He took a stool, put it next to our dressing table and started climbing to reach all the perfumes, make up and whatnot.

He was reaching for a perfume and being a tired-typical-working-mom(eh ke saya je gini?), i snapped and brought him down from the stool. He snapped back and started climbing the stool again, with more determination to reach our perfumes. And before i could bat an eyelash, he reached for a perfume, MY perfume- make that MY favourite perfume, and threw it to the floor.

I was furious!so mad at my little boy that i decided to not speak to him anymore(as if he could understand the.gesture la kan, but its more to stopping myself from saying anything that i might regret to him-but i did curse a little bit, dalam hati je lah).A minute later, he picked up the perfume and started climbing the stool again.

He put my perfume back on the table, took out the cap and put it on his father's perfume. And in exchange, he put his father's perfume's cap onto mine. And he said, "mama, sekarang lagi cantik..", climbed down the stool smiling and contented.

Arghh, i felt so bad, but really glad that i did not say anything stupid to him. But to think that i actually decided to give him a silent treatment shows how bad of a mother i am. :(

Ok bye, need to read more self help book on how to become more patient and how not to screw up as a mother.pffffttt. Kesian anak saya dpt mak mcm ni.

P/s: referring to the photo, i'm glad my son has that kind of idea, to exchange the caps to make it look more beautiful. Comel sgt. We actually left the caps as it is, sbb comel sgt bufak kecik tu. an iD in the making?perhaps.

Evolusi

3 tahun beraya bertiga sudah, eh sebenarnya kalau nak kira 4 tahun beraya bertiga sbb first raya tu aqeef ada dlm perut mama sudah. Lantas di bawah adalah evolusi 3 tahun kami beraya bertiga. Mari berdoa tahun depan insyaAllah berempat ke, berlima ke. Eh. Bajet dpt kembar ke hape.

Summary of 3 tahun beraya, aqeef of course lah byk beza dia membesar dgn jayanya alhamdulillah. Mama & papa pun sama tapi, membesar dgn jayanya, muahahaha. Layan jelah. Takkan aqeef nak membesar sorang2 kan. Huhu.

Raya tahun pertama dgn aqeef kaler kelabu, tahun kedua kaler merah, tahun ni hijau. Tahun depan?tungguuu....:)

Merdeka weekends

Oh, byknya benda berlaku sepanjang merdeka weekends. Good things, great events & some not so good things. But alhamdulillah perkara baik overcome benda2 tak best. Or shall i say org2 tak best,:)

My lovely sister in law got engaged on merdeka day, alhamdulillah. And the wedding will be on the 10th of november of this year insyaAllah. It's 10.11.12, get it?ehehe, mmg nak nombor cantik je kan. My sister's also getting married end of this coming october and SIL's also getting hooked early november. Rezeki rezeki bertambah orang baru dalam family. InsyaAllah tahun depan bertambah ahli keluarga dlm gambar raya kan mak
Chu & mak mak?;)

Anyways, everything went well with te engagement. Of course my mother in law cooked everything, every single yummylicious dish & desserts. Woh, kagum. And all the hantarans also were handmade, kagum. And adik ipar jahit sendiri renda2 kat baju tunang. Kekaguman seketika saya. I come from a family yg, selagi benda tu ada org lain yg boleh buat, kite suruh je org tu buat, punya la pemalas keluarga kami, haha.Mcm masa tunang adik hari tu, everything from hantaran, baju, food bagai semua mmg ready made tak buat sendiri. La ni, semua buat sendiri from scratch.mak kagum noks. Sgt bagus dpt merasa the uniqure & great differences of both of our families,:)

And smlm lepas selesai semua kemas2, mestilah pergi meroyan shopping dgn kakak & adik ipar kat setia city mall, :) got mother in law a new raya watch. Actually we bought one for her kat jpo hari tu, tapi sendiri tersuka & terbuat harta. Lantas beli lain smlm, hehe. And mestilah sendiri dpt perfume & brg2 nak belajar kan. Ada satu kedai ni sgt la comel brg2 stationary dia.

Hari ni nak pegi lagi cari brg comel utk start kelas nanti.ngeee. Alasan bagi kat hubby sbb semalam beli baju kat uniqlo, tapi terbeli saiz salah, kena tukar saiz. Lantas kenalah pegi balik setia city mall tuh. Tah dia percaya ke idak, haha. Padahal nak meroyan shoppinh handbag lagi nih, kahkah.

Eh2, and semalam sempat beraya rumah encik bos saya encik faizal, kat ukay perdana. Cantik gila kawasan rumah, atas bukit, cool je. Dpt makan makanan specialty org melaka, sambal bali! Lazat menjilat jari!:) seronok dpt jumpa wife encik bos for the first time
and semua empat2 anak dia,:)

And lepas tu went to my sisters house kat danau kota. Aqeef was so happy la of course main dgn abg2 aiman, anwar & ammar dia kan. Baby khayla pun ada,:) tapi masyaAllah, jalan
Mrr2 jam nauzubillah. Lama gila nak sampai kl please. Tobat dah. Seb baik balik tgh malam ok dah jalan tak jam.

All in all, had great fun, and hari ni nak berpoya2 jap pastu prepare utk keje
esok, :)

Official raya photos

Tahun ni alhamdulillah aqeef dpt bergambar raya satu family dgn atok & nanny aqeef complete semua org sbb mak long & pak long aqeef turn raya shah alam tahun ni.,:) lantas terus mengambil kesempatan utk bergambar beramai2.

Tahun dpn insyaAllah mak mak syida aqeef dah kahwin,mestilah lagi susah semua nak kumpul pagi raya kan,mak mak kan? tadi gambar baru siap, comel je.:)

Suka suka.

Fourth raya

Back to business. Normal herbalife diet is in order. First, second & third raya breakfast je ambil herbalife, tghari & malam melantak tak hengat. Timbang lepas 3 hari seb baik still keep berat hari terakhir puasa. Betul lah kalau nak keep weight at least minum shake sekali dlm sehari. Fourth raya, pagi n malam makan shake kembali. Feels good.

And, mestilah senaman juga, barulah lebih cepat membakar!:) to date, i've lost 17kg! And counting!:) selamat hari raya kelima! Mari senaman sebelum makan lunch best2,:)

Raya ketiga - cuti cuti malaysia

Wakakaka, lantas raya ketiga kami pergi bercuti cuti malaysia sat ke port dickson. Ke grand lexis pd sbb semua kemaruk nak swim and aqeef pun sure akan excited gila.

It was our second time here and terkejut gak la sbb ramai gila org tadi masa kitorang sampai. Woh, ingatkan hari raya takde org, ramai gila plis, we had to wait one and a half hour for our room to be ready. Seb baik dia bagi complimentary drinks, food, ice cream dan sebagainya, ok lah, terubat sket kelukaan tak dpt swim cepat, haha. Hubby said "dia ni, semua benda boleh disolve dgn makanan, ish ish". Of course la kan,:p and diorang bagi lare checkout pukul 2.30pm. Oklah. Boleh swim lama sket kan.

Tadi ptg, dpt masuk bilik around 5.30 terus swim sampai 7.30, best2, aqeef da pandai swim dah, dgn pelampung la tapi kan, still.. Dah tak takut da bila swim sorang2 n kaki tak cecah bawah. Confident je dia, siap naik atas repeatedly terjun tiruk bagai, huhu. Mama dia yg seriau.;p

As usual,gambar sajalah kan. Syiok woo.. One of the best places to go for a holiday. Especially utk org pakai tudung n org yg ada anak suka swim 24 jam, mmg tak rugi, total privacy an i can swim 24/7 sampai kecut kecut tgn kaki. :) and oh ada jugak macam aktivity boleh buat cam archery, kereta apetah yg ada dua roda tu n mcm2 lagi lah,tapi tu sesuai cam utk team building gitulah. Utk family duk dlm bilik melekat je kot, huhu.

Baiklah, nak sambung swim plis.

Cerita raya kedua!

Smlm raya kedua, pagi stayed kat rumah maktok n atok aqeef sbb my siblings semua ada kat rumah, makanya bagai nak pecah lah rumah atok nordin dgn cucu cucu dia,:)

Sorang dgn ultraman, sorang bangun pagi nak makan mcd, sorang bukak tent rumah tgh2 hall rumah di hari raya, sorang nak ipad, sorang nak youtube kat tv, haih la, sungguh havoc, tapi syiok,:) setahun sekali je kot gini. Tapi tahun ni best sket sbb ada baby khayla yg sgt comel,:) all the boys sgg suka baby khayla sbb sgt comel..

Pastu dah beramai2 ni, mestilah nak ambil gambar kan, ingat nak pegi kedai gambar ambik studio photo, tapi tutup plak kedai aunty kat seksyen 3 tu, raya first je dia bukak, lantas di rumah sajalah bergambar. Masing masing keluarkan kamera masing masing and pose away.

Ptg kami jalan2 dgn atok n nanny aqeef pegi rumah sedara mara kat klang plak, dpt dua rumah je, sbb nak pegi area meru kapar semua, banjir plak klang. Papa aqeef takut kereta dia rosak terus pusing balik rumah. Haish, papa papa.

So, bawah ni mestilah summary of kejadian kejadian yg berlaku utk buat kenangan. Best part, aqeef duduk bawah kerusi kat rumah org, tanak keluar,anak kau ada?;p and oh, hari raya nak basikal, anak org lain ada?haih la akip. Huhu, seb baik mak long aqeef yg beraya kat frankfurt balik and bawak robot utk aqeef, baru senyap sket. Ok, gambar will be jumbled up, tapi ok lah kan, asal ada. Kami nak berkemas nih, nak pi holiday di hari raya, till then!:) selamat hari raya ketiga!:)